Just A Little Bit Of My Heart

Paradox

A misfit.
An outcast.
A troublemaker.
A reject.
Yet sometimes
The centre of unwanted
Attention.

Intimidating
Yet caring
And helpful.

Optimistic towards others
Yet cruel
And pessimistic for himself.

Radiating positivity
Yet having darkness
Filled inside him.

The moment he dies
Would be the moment
He feels the most alive.

For all he has ever been
Is nothing but
A paradox.