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You made me feel so less
So unlovable
So unworthy

You make me feel as if I deserve the pain,
As if it was natural,
As if it was expected of me to suffer,

You make me feel so worthless that I want to die,
You make me feel so much pain that I've turned numb,
You broke me so much I can hardly recognize myself,

Hurriedly, hurriedly before the sun rose I mend myself,
But some pieces are too shattered,
Desperately, desperately before all of you I try to act sane,

But I am a dead girl walking,
I do not know who I am,
I have forgotten who I wished to be,

Breathe, breathe
Survive, survive
One more day, one more day

God I am so tired
God I can't anymore
God are your listening?

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