I was recently in the plane listening to a song I've been obsessed with since I found out my parents passed.
*When you try your best, but you don't succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I...
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you*
I haven't talked to anyone in 4 days. No brothers,no boyfriend,no manager,not anyone yesterday I saw on the news how the famous couple were found dead.In Greenwich,CT there saying that both of them committed suicide. Since most if the police offers are in my pack even the sheriff. My brother Anthony has been taking care of the pack for these 4 days I'm going home now...Justin's already there. I was nervous I didn't want to disappoint my father I obviously wanted Justin to be alpha and me be Luna but I don't think we're ready for that. I also know my bastard of a mate is gunna try and get the position he lost it the day I got rejected I WILL DIE BEFORE HE EVER GETS THAT POSITION alphas are meant to be strong and confident. Xavier is just a big asshole fuck that I'm gunna ask Justin to the alpha and I'm a little nervous.
4 hours later
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I just landed at Jet Blue Airport. Finally that was a horrible flight my brothers really wanted to pick me up but they were to busy with their mates. I get their mates are important but really more important the picking up their broken sister I know I'm acting like I'm okay but really inside I'm falling apart I'm being strong for everyone in the pack I'm gunna try not to break down. There was my drive I know that since there was a clean sign that said "Jazzy Formica" great they spelled my name wrong I walked up to him "Hello miss.Formica (he pronounced it as Foor-mechaaaa) my name is Charles and I'm your driver your brothers felt very sorry they could pick you up" he said in a posh accent "whatever" I muttered I'm still pissed they didn't pick me up like Forreal their fucking mates were even blood and their acting as if I'm not related like I was the closet to my parents I talked to them every fucking day I really wanna punch someone. When I got in the car I let out a small sob why does bad stuff always happen to me. When we got to the house I looked at my self in my iPhone camera "fuck" I muttered I looked like a raccoon my mascara and my eyeliner were everywhere I cleaned my make up and stepped out of the car and guess what no one was there nice right. I'm not trying to act like a big Prissy Bitch but come on our parents just died we should be together making each other feel better. I looked at my phone for the time and I was engulfed in a big kiss by Justin "babe I miss you so much! Are you okay? Are you hurt? Do you need he-" he whispered in my ear I giggled and whispered back "I'm fine I'm fine " but inside I was breaking we walked in the house and non other then Xavier and his slut were sitting in my living room "who the fuck is this? And why are you in my second parents home?" The whore screeched I can tell my face turned bright red I have the worst temper know to man no joke "you fucking skank get the fuck out of my house I am your fucking alpha you will treat me with me with respect you illiterate whore never come in my house and say their your second parents your didn't even fucking no them" I screamed I went to lunge at her but my brothers ,Justin and like 9 other guys from the pack had to hold me back "haha stupid whore gotta have little boys hold you back just shows I deserve to be alpha female and your dad was stupid for picking you" she hissed and I just lost it she basically just challenge me I broke out in to my wolf and growled really loud everyone backed up but that skank I ran at her and knocked her down "CHANGE"I barked I backed up and she changed in to her small wolf after that I blacked out all I know is I woke up in the woods covered in blood naked....
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Sorry this was really short :/ ~Autumn (:
