i love you.

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dear reki,

are you used to reading these types of notes? haha, sorry.

these are comforting for me to write. i'm neutral about giving them to you though.

i'm pretty sure you'll know who i am soon.

i mean, frankly, it's quite obvious. you just need to pay really close attention, i suppose?

this is a bit personal for me but i need to write it out so uh...

my father hasn't talked to me in a while. even though we live in practically the same household, he's always silent.

whenever i'd ask my mom why, she'd just brush it off and stay silent about him. i don't get it.

whenever he's at home, i keep seeing him reminiscing over our snowboarding days. he must really miss those times.

he doesn't reply to me when i call out his name. i could be in front of him and he'd still be staring blankly at a picture of me and him snowboarding. is he okay?

anyways, i see your injuries are healing. that's great! don't be reckless when you skateboard, yeah?

i fell for you, and it's so addicting to admire you. you're amazing!

reki,

i love you.