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I layed on the grass with his head I'm my lap. "I'm so, so sorry Dj. I wanted to protect you" everyone stood around me. "Hey doll, its time to go inside okay, you have wounds" I ignored him. "you were everything I had". "DJ!" you herd your mother behind you."Oh My God Dj. What happened." "they Shot him" she had tears streaming down her face. "Mom I-" "no do not call me mom, I am not your mother" she turned around. my dad walked forward, "what did you do to me Steven, Huh Why is everyone saying in not yours!" I held Dj Closer to me, "TELL ME!" "Y/n, please not now" "When, when are you going to tell me the truth, because the lie you made killed my brother!". he stuttered, " we need to go inside y/n" Bucky pulled me up. "Wait Bucky" Bucky backed away and I picked up DJ. "Wait Princess let me do that" I jerk away from him, "do not call me that, pack your stuff your leaving tonight." I proceeded to cary DJ inside 

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I sat next to him, he was pale and cold. "Im so sorry, I wish I could have said goodbye." "Hey doll, Steven and Lidia are leaving now, they want to explain this" I nodded and walked with him upstairs. "start talking" it was cold and short. "22 Years ago me and Lidia infiltrated a base, we found you there, we saved you. We never told S.H.I.E.L.D we found you and kept you. You had night mares bout every night so I wiped your memory and rewrote your DNA, When you came out you where 5 years old. We raised you, then we were "killed" by HYDRA." "so how old am I actually?" "you are 1,022 years old" I looked around at everyone they were shocked. "get out" "Y/n we are gonna take DJ with us" "GET OUT OF MY TOWER" the black wisps came out. "ITS YOUR FAULT HE IS DEAD, GET OUT!" "Bucky stepped infant of me, "She said leave now go" the looked around the room and left. as soon as they were out I went back to Dj.

"You are my sun shine; my only sunshine. you make me happy; when Skys are grey. you'll never know dear; how much I love you. please don't take my sunshine away"I pushed some hair out of his face, tears streamed down my face, "Doll?" I looked over at the door and Bucky sat there. "there gonna take him for the funeral tommorow" I nodded and walked away with Bucky. we got to the room and I flopped on to his bed. he got in next to me. "Its gonna be okay, doll" "I hope so" "Doll I don't hope, I know for a fact it's gonna be okay" I pushed my self closer to him, my head was on his chest. 

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when I woke up I took a shower, I felt numb. I felt alone, lost.  I turned off the water and got into the black dress, when I left the bathroom I saw Bucky in his suit and tie, "you ready doll?" I nodded and we walked out side to the  cars, it was a quiet ride. I saw the big church appear. when I looked over I saw the paparazzi. "Tony you said they wouldn't be here" "hold on I'm working on it" we stayed in the cars until everyone left. It was a cold and cloudy morning, we got closer to the venue, I saw Steven and Lidia in the back. I put away my wings so I wouldn't scare they other people. I had to talk today, I was nervous. Bucky held me close the whole, then the time came. I made my way up to the podium.

 " Dj, was my brother. My younger Brother, yet I still looked up to him. This isn't the first time he has died to me. As you all know Steven, Lidia and my brother went missing a long time ago. I just recently found them 3 months ago, but I lost him again. I really did want to be like him, he cared for all, he never had a bad side, he was 100% pure joy, yet the world quieted him." I walked back and hugged the team. As he was lowered into the ground I couldn't hold my self up I felt my self fall and Bucky caught me. "hey , doll come here" he held me close and I lost it, I couldn't contain the pain and I broke down on Bucky. 

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I kicked off my shoes and flopped on the couch, I sat there numb. I was lost in my thoughts I didn't realize everyone sat down with me. Tears left my eyes, but I wiped them away quickly "hey we are gonna get dinner you wanna come" "yea sure" we changed out of the black clothes, I put on a white shirt and black jeans. "come on doll" Bucky took my hand and we all left to go eat

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(861 words) 

a little bit of a sadder chapter but Im gonna make some happy chapters and some with drama.

Stay Safe 

healthy 

Positive

-L 

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