Someday

15 minutes

I got up early the next morning and fixed Fab a quick breakfast. I was about to go wake him up, when I felt arms snake around my waist.

"Good morning." He said in sleepy but sexy voice before kissing my cheek.

"Morning babe." I said kissing him on the lips, not caring about morning breath.

This could be our last kiss for a long time. I deepened the kiss wrapping my arms around his waist, until I smelt the breakfast burning. I quickly broke from the kiss and moved the food to a plate from the pan.

"Sorry about that." I muttered pointing to the burnt omelet.

"It's all good. I wasn't that hungry anyway."

"So what time are you supposed to be at the airport?" I asked him throwing the burnt food away.

"In an hour." He replied lifting me up and sitting me on the counter.

"I'm going to miss you." I said looking into his dark chocolate eyes.

"Baby, it'll be fine. Six weeks will be over before you know it." He said opening my legs and standing between them, kissing my forehead.

"I hope so." I said softly pulling on one of his curls and laughing lightly as it started springing.

"So did you pack everything?" I asked and he looked unsure.

"Toothbrush, soap, toothpaste?" I asked thinking of stuff they may need for the bus.

"That's what I forgot!" He face palmed and went to the bathroom to get it and put whatever he forgot in his bag.

Meanwhile I was lost in thought of how boring life is going to be with them gone.

No Nick messing about with me like an older brother.

No more heart to heart conversations with Nikolai.

No harmless flirting with Jules.

No more having Albert to talk to about quality music.

And no more kisses, hugs, or love from Fab.

For Six. Long. Weeks.

I know I'm just being a wimp about it all but these guys are like my family. They're the only reason I stayed here.

"That's everything." Fab said dragging his giant bag behind him and taking my hand.

"You ready to go?"

"Yeah babe, let's go." I said and took his hand as we walked to the door.

We took a cab down to the airport and arrived in twenty minutes. Twenty minutes of a comfortable silence of us cuddling in the backseat. When we arrived, we found Nick and Nikolai running around with Nick holding a camera yelling profanities. Fab ran off towards them and tackled Nick to the ground while I walked over to where the rest of the guys were.

"Hey mama. Gonna miss you." Jules said hugging me and kissing my forehead.

"I'm gonna miss you too Casablancas." I muffled into his neck before we pulled apart.

"This is it guys, our last fifteen minutes all together for six weeks." Ryan said.

He wouldn't admit it, but I knew he'd miss me.

"Aww RyRy! I'm gonna miss you too!" I exclaimed calling him the nickname that he hates hugging him and the guys laughed as he grimaced.  

The next fifteen minutes consisted of goodbyes and hugging. Eventually it was time for them to start boarding on the plane.

"Bye Fab." I said softly in his ear as I hugged him.

"Bye beautiful. I'll call when we land okay?" He said nuzzling my neck as he hugged me back.

"You better." I said grinning to lighten up the mood.

He laughed and kissed me passionately until we were both out of breath.

"I love you." I said  and I felt him tense up.

I began to panic before finally after what seemed like forever, he said "I love you too."

They all went through the barriers, each waving as they did so before getting on the plane. I stayed long enough to watch their plane take off before taking a long walk back to my apartment. As I sat on my couch, I sighed. I'll definitely have to get used to this silence.