BURN for Better or Worse (COMPLETED)

Chapter 85

Season finale Part 1
Two years later…

THANDIWE…

“Someone is coming.” She says to me, running to hide under the bed, I blink a few times and my mind suddenly seems to recognise my surroundings. This has been happening for the past two years, I lose myself when the girl comes to visit me. The moment she appears, my world stops. Everything around me slows down and I become lost in a world where it’s just me and her. I haven’t told anyone about her, they will think I’m crazy. I don’t want them to think I’m crazy.

“Thandiwe.” This is the same doctor who made Nqaba bring me here years ago, I don’t like her. I don’t like many people here. I don’t like Nqaba too, he left me alone here.
The girl says everyone hates me, she is the only one who loves me.
“Do you mind if I sit?” The doctor asks, I shrug. I don’t care. She sits on the bed and I am afraid that she will see the girl. Perhaps I should tell her about her, maybe she will understand and help us escape.

“Don’t squash the bed, my baby is under the bed.” I tell the doctor.
“Your baby?” The doctor looks interested. Let me tell her.
“Yes, she is my baby.” A smile formulates on my face. “She tells me things, like how we should escape this place and go live in the mountains. She’s been living with me for two years now, she’s sweet, but when she’s angry she changes into a monster.”
“A monster?”
“Yes, until I sing to her. That’s when she changes back to a sweet little girl.” I remember the first time I had an encounter with her, I had to hide under the white sheets to get away from the angry monster. She turns into an old man when she is angry, his voice is the scariest thing I have ever heard. He looks familiar sometimes, my mind always fails to remember him.
“And what song do you sing to her?” The doctor questions, I love that she is interested in my story.
“Do you want me to sing it? I’m shy.” This is exciting, I can’t wait.
“I won’t laugh I promise.”
“Incy wincy spider climbed up the water spout, down came the rain and washed poor incy out.” I expect her to clap for me, but she writes something down on a notepad.

“Mommy, send her away.” The girl whispers, she is under the bed, yet her voice is in my ears.
“Did you hear that?” I ask the doctor, she shrugs.
“Send her away now!” The girl growls this time, she is getting angry. I don’t want her to change into a monster. “Mommy, mommy.” 

Her voice is eerie, it scares me. I clog my ears and scream for the doctor to go.
“She says you need to leave, get out of here.”
The doctor doesn’t argue, when she closes the door behind her, the girl creeps out from under the bed. Her smile is bone-chilling, her eyes alluring and hypnotising.
“Well done mommy.” A chilly whisper, I want to move when she rests her head on my shoulder. She feels heavy and cold.

BULELWA.

I wake up with a splitting headache, everything in my body hurts. My butt cheeks are throbbing, I didn’t know spanking can be so painful and pleasurable at the same time, well the pleasure left me. All I feel now is nothing but pain.
I need to use the bathroom, I’m naked as the day I came into this world. My eyes scan the bed and what do you know? Christian Grey left a pair of pyjamas right on his pillow. Soreness mocks me as I throw the pants on, dammit.

I force myself out of bed, pain jolts to my butt hole as my feet hit the floor and I shriek. Zizwe is in the bedroom in a flash, holding me up. He’s dressed in jeans and a simple t-shirt. Where is he off to this early? 
“What happened?” You happened bastard.
“I need to pee, my butt hurts. I think you split it into two.” An arrogant smile creeps on his face, the pompous bastard.
“Let me help you to the bathroom.” He says, attempting to take me in his arms.
“Don’t, you dare pick me up.” I snap, pushing him off.
“You said you want to release yourself.”
“I also said my butt hurts, not my legs.” Fucking asshole. “I hate you right now, I don’t want you touching me.” I know he is hurt by my words, he will heal while I still walk around with my ass on fire.