Facade

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When I look in the mirror

I shatter the glass

I close my eyes

And years have passed

Open my eyes

And the world is new

Different but still so cruel

I touch my arm

But it dissapears

I look down

And I'm not here

Soon on my face

May develop a frown

But let's change the pace

For I can't stop now


It's gone for so long

I've disappeared

It's not like magic

More like my biggest fear

I'm dying from the inside out

Feeling this pain in my head spind me around

Anger and sadness

Well up inside me

Everytime I'm asked who will I be?

The facade smiles

And tilts its head

It knows what to say

So it leads instead

As I stumbled

And as I fell

It helped me up

Oh so well

Gave me a gift

Of forever love

Fake it may be

But at first glance

A bond stronger than blood

When I opened my eyes

I saw the truth

The fact that

I've wasted my youth

I've tried to hide

But it never works

I'm always found

And always hurt


I want to scream and cry out

But no one will help

For they know

The broken glass

That shapes my face

Starts to crack

And can't replace

As it falls I scream even more

Begging not to be seen

By anyone

I hide away

In my mind

Once lost again until the end of time


I looked again in the mirror

And saw

A broken doll

With blood all gone

Frozen there on time and space

With a look of utter disgrace

Disgust fills my senses

As I break my hand

Against the glass

I try to stand

Grab a shard

Against my heart

Push it through

To get back to the start

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