When I look in the mirror
I shatter the glass
I close my eyes
And years have passed
Open my eyes
And the world is new
Different but still so cruel
I touch my arm
But it dissapears
I look down
And I'm not here
Soon on my face
May develop a frown
But let's change the pace
For I can't stop now
It's gone for so long
I've disappeared
It's not like magic
More like my biggest fear
I'm dying from the inside out
Feeling this pain in my head spind me around
Anger and sadness
Well up inside me
Everytime I'm asked who will I be?
The facade smiles
And tilts its head
It knows what to say
So it leads instead
As I stumbled
And as I fell
It helped me up
Oh so well
Gave me a gift
Of forever love
Fake it may be
But at first glance
A bond stronger than blood
When I opened my eyes
I saw the truth
The fact that
I've wasted my youth
I've tried to hide
But it never works
I'm always found
And always hurt
I want to scream and cry out
But no one will help
For they know
The broken glass
That shapes my face
Starts to crack
And can't replace
As it falls I scream even more
Begging not to be seen
By anyone
I hide away
In my mind
Once lost again until the end of time
I looked again in the mirror
And saw
A broken doll
With blood all gone
Frozen there on time and space
With a look of utter disgrace
Disgust fills my senses
As I break my hand
Against the glass
I try to stand
Grab a shard
Against my heart
Push it through
To get back to the start
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