I crack a smile
And make some jokes
I turn around
And tears start to flow
I change my attitude
To match different folks
I'm a horror freak
In the eyes of a girl
Who deemed me papa pennywise
But deep inside
My coulrophobia is screaming
In the eyes of another
I have a kind heart made of gold
And a smile that could melt this world
No one sees
The real imposter is me
No one cares when I do a 180
From a caring sweet innocent child
To sailor with a crooked smile
The threats and the pain
The scars covered in paint
No one knows they're there
Just as no one knows
What lays beyond a pretty face
I wonder how many will run?
No doubt at least one
Would leave me in the dust
Though I won't cry
As I'm used to the consequences of my lies
I'm the imposter of my life
Different faces
Different skins
I switch my soul
To match a stranger's
My lawyer goes over my cases
Asking if I ever spoke the truth
To one, I'm an anime fan
To another, I enjoy a good tan
No one can know
No one can see
Which one is the real me
I don't know myself
That's what strikes the most fear
I am an imposter to myself
I wonder if my favourite colour
is yellow or blue
I wonder, what is my favourite food
I wonder if I ever knew
How it feels to stand next to you
