I looked in the mirror
And woke with a start
My eyes glossed over
No blood in my heart
The light finally snuffed
Out of time,
To say my goodbyes
I hope they won't miss me
As I'm searching for Serenity
My heart is broken
My life is lost
My world is black and blue
With strokes of blood
I cried,
knowing the cost
Now I die,
while I should have fought
With the worlds darkness
Enveloping me
My heart aches
For Serenity
The white room
Surrounding me
The scent of chemicals
Burning me
My body is weak
I cannot move
My mind flashes through the past
Searching for a reason why
My death didn't last
Though all that is found
Is a blur
I know for fact
It had to be her
She's pulled me
From said clutches before
Everytime
I knock on deaths door
I can't speak
I can't breathe
I'm living life as a manequin piece
The silence
Is more sound then needed
Yet they wouldn't let me leave it
The warm dripped down my face
As I started to remember what took place
I am calm in the chaos
While searching for Serenity
I've searched the blue with specks of white
I've searched, even, within my own mind
I've searched the black,
In the back of my eyes
I've searched the light
With nothing to find
I searched in hazel eyes
That's where I finally see
Nothing but Serenity
