I don't ever want to lose my bestfriend. [Tony Perry]

Chapter 5~ Without You There Is No Me

-Carmen-

I couldn't believe what he was telling me.

"You're joking, right?" I asked sitting on the ground with my head between my knees.

"I wish I was baby sis." Mike said sitting down next to me.

I busted out into tears. Why would Tony do this to me! Mike wrapped his arms around me and told me everything was was going to be okay. but really it wasn't.

I got up and kissed my brother on the cheek and walked back to the merch tables. My makeup was running all down my face.

"Woah, are you okay?" A girl asked while I was finding her shirt.

"No, not really." I said flatly and handed her the shirt. She leaned over the table and gave me a huge hug. Atleast they had a good fan base.

I watched the guys preform, I could tell by Tony's body language that he wasn't okay either.

They were about to play Yeah boy and doll face when Vic started talking.

"Can I have my baby sister Carmen Eliza Fuentes come up here please?" He said into the mic.

I walked quickly down to the barricade, Vic knew I loved when he did this.

He gave me the 'Smile sissy' look. I smiled and stood there while he took my hand. While I was up there I couldn't help but look over at Tony every now and then, when I did I started panicking a lot.

as my brother sang "Were you honest when you said ' I couldn't ever leave your bed' wake me up and let me know you're alive" my eyes started burning with tears. Tony kept looking at me, he could tell I was hurt.

When Vic finished I ran off stage as fast as I could hiding my face.

I ran to the nearest room which was where sleeping with sirens was, they were like brothers to me.

"Carmen! Breathe! You need to watch your asthma!" Kellin yelled as I buried my head into his lap.

"I can't! I don't know what to do Kellin!" I cried.

After I explained what was going on Justin decided to open his mouth. "You could leave him." He winked. Him and I used to have a thing going then he dated Lindsay for awhile.

"Shut up." I said throwing a shoe at him.

Kellin let me lay there for awhile and had Katelynne bring Cope back for me to play with her.

I was starting to be happy until Tony came.

"Carm...Can I see you?" He asked leaning on the doorway wiping away the sweat.

"I guess.." I said and kissed Copeland and Kellin on his cheek.

We went to the empty room down the hallway to talk.

"How's Carley taste Tony? Is she better than I am?" I asked sitting down.

"Listen gorgeous. She came onto me, even ask Vic. He was there too." He said taking my hands in his.

"Really?" I asked as my face lit up.

"Yes, really." He said pulling me into a hug.

I pushed him away. "Okay for one, you're sweaty. and Two, if you fuck up again it's done." I laughed.

He did a pout face and said "Fine, Won't happen again madam." Then kissed me.

"How about we go lay down?" I winked moving his hands down to my hips.

"Let's go shorty." he laughed and led the way.

We laid under a bunch of blankets watching Star Wars, Our favourite.

"Babe this could be our movie!" Tony said re arranging everything.

I smiled "Then it shall be!" I said and kissed his nose.

His arms were my favourite place to be, If I could I'd stay here forever.

"Tonaaay." I whined while playing with his hair.

"Yes my love?"

"I love you." I said for the first time since not being just bestfriends.

Tony looked at me like he was in shock and didn't know what to say.

-Tony-

I didn't know what to say, the last person who told me that was Carley and she totally didn't mean it.

I smiled down at Carmen and kissed her head. She knew I was unsure about those 3 words.

Carmen then cuddled up into my side and held her closer. As she was falling asleep Jaime, Mike and Vic walked in yelling.

"Shut the fuck up!" I yelled as a whisper.

Mike gave me a dirty look and walked to the back with some tour slut. Jaime went to sleep as soon as he hit the bunks. Then Vic sat down in front of Carmen and I.

"What happened?" He whispered trying not to wake Carmen.

"She said that was my only chance.... and that she loved me."

Vics eyes got big and then he came and patted me on the back. "Good luck. "

When he went to bed I carried Carmen into our bed. She was starting to wake up as I laid her down. "Shhh Baby go back to sleep." I told her pulling the covers over us and resting my head on hers.

The next morning I woke up early to get Carmens favourite breakfast food, donuts.

When I got back everyone was waking up.

"I GOT DONUUUUTS!" I yelled waiting for Carmen to come find me.

Carmen ran out of the bathroom and attacked me. "My fave!" She giggled resting her head on my neck.

Mike and his girl walked out from the back.

"Uh, Where's mine?" The girl asked walking out from behind Mike.

Man, she looked hit. She had on tore fishnets, a short skirt and a white shirt which was completely see through.

"Last I checked you weren't part of the band, your just another one of my brothers one night stands, bitch." Carmen snapped back at her. I held her close to me by wrapping my arms around her sides, Carmen could kick some ass if she wanted to.

The girl gave Carmen a nasty look and walked out the door.

-Carmen-

"What was that thing Mikey!" I laughed while chewing on a piece of donut.

"Her name was Kenzie and she's horrible in bed." He said reaching for the food.

"EW NO." I said pulling them closer to me. "GO CLEAN YOURSELF" I yelled He rolled his eyes and walked off to the bathroom.

"So, You guys ready for our last day?!" I asked finishing my food.

They all nodded.

"I can't wait to go home and be able to spend time with my girlfriend." Tony said biting my neck and lifting me onto his hips. My insides got all tingly.

"Wrap it up!" Jaime laughed with Victor.

Tony started to blush but just kissed me.

Only 8 hours until we'd be on our way home.