26: friends. friends?!

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We were driving back from the concert. I sat in the back with maya this time.

The whole concert and meeting the boys was fun but..something felt off with harry.

I tried distancing myself from him but..that was obviously hard cause we were in the same car.

"Soo...did you guys have fun?" Harry asked. "I had so much fun. Thanks guys" maya said. "Willow?" Harry asked. "I had fun...thanks" I say awkwardly. I saw through the mirror harry had a crinkle on his forehead.

We pulled up to the hotel. Everyone got out. I grabbed onto maya's hand as we walked into the hotel. Brandon and Harry walked behind us. We reached the top of the stairs when I told maya, "do you mind staying with Brandon for a few minutes while I talk to harry?" I whisper. "WHAT?" Maya yelled so practically the whole hotel could hear her.

"Oh no way. Absolutely not! Who do you think I am one of his groupies??" She asks. "Please! Just for a few minutes okay. You're just sitting in there talking with him...or you know..sitting in silence. I just...I just really need to talk to harry okay?" I say. "...you owe me willow..big time" maya says walking over to Brandon.

"Oh..you're coming with me?" Brandon asks. "Yes now let's go" maya says leading him to the door. Brandon just smiles. But not a sneaky smile, a genuine smile.

Harry looks at me in confusion. I look down. "Hey what's wrong? And dont say nothing cause you've been like this all night willow" harry says.

"Come inside with me..please" I say opening the door.

Harry follows me inside. I felt so awkward and I never felt that way with harry. I mean we didnt even know each other still but I've always felt comfortable with him.

"What did you wanna talk about?" Harry asked. I walk over and sit on the couch, and he follows.

"What are we harry?" I ask. "What do you mean?" He asks. "We cant just kiss each other on the regular and not be..something!" I say standing up just as I sat down.

"Well...i dont know" harry says. "What do you mean you dont know? What happens after you kiss someone huh? You ask them out or you ghost them right? Well you asked me out so what does that make us?" I ask getting frustrated.

"I DONT KNOW!" Harry says raising his voice and standing up.

I was flustered. I stepped back and gasped at his response. "I'm sorry..its just..I havent been with anyone since camille, my ex girlfriend, and...I loved her..so much and I broke her heart and I'll never forgive myself for that. So I'm scared that if I'm going to be with you..I'll break your heart and..ill never forgive myself. So..its not that I dont wanna be with you..its just I cant be with you" harry says with sentiment in his eyes.

"Oh" I say. "Oh?" Harry says with a crinkle on his forehead. "I didnt know harry...I'm sorry. But if that was the case..why did you kiss me in the first place?" I ask. "Why did you kiss me in the...second place?" Harry asks.

I sigh. "I thought you liked me. And I knew I liked you considering we dont know much about each other but...I dont know something just clicked when I met you" I say.

"You felt that too?" Harry asked. I just smile. "Yeah..." I say blushing. "I really like you willow" harry starts off by gently grabbing my cheek. "But..I'm just not ready yet. Is that okay?" He asks. "Its okay harry...I can wait" I say smiling. Harry just pulls me into a tight hug. "Does that mean no more kissing?" I ask. "Haha yeah unfortunately" he says laughing.

We pull away eventually. I smile at him. He smiles back. "Friends?" He asks putting out his hand. "Friends" I say agreeing while shaking his hand.

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