It started in London, ended in LA

46: sort it out

I woke up with such guilt in the morning. Too much guilt. But I quickly got over it when I realized it was my moms birthday today. I jumped out of bed and immediately called her.

Good morning mama

Hey baby what's up

Happy birthday I love you

Aw thank you babe. I miss you so much. Are you having fun

Yes. Lots of fun..but uhm let's talk about you. What are you gonna do?

Probably go out for drinks with mayas mom.

Oh..okay well have fun mama I love you and there should be something at the house. I shipped a package over alright.

Okay wil, I'll talk to you later.

I sighed and hung up the phone. Maya went home yesterday. She hasn't texted me at all. I havent talked to harry about yesterday either. After the kiss we packed up and left..without saying a word. It was...weird.

All I can think about is what Olivia is gonna say if she finds out. When she finds out.

She might fire me. I knew all of this could and would happen if I kissed harry. But this time I know..I wanna be with him but I dont wanna ruin my relationship with olivia.

I got up and took a quick shower you know the usual and I got dressed for the day.

I didnt wanna leave my room. I was so scared at the fact I had to face harry. I paced around my room for a little until I finally worked up the courage to leave my room.

I slowly opened the door and shut it carefully so that no one would hear me.

I was planning on going for a drive until Harry's room door slowly opened.

But luckily it was just timmy. I sighed in relief. "Oh thank goodness. You're up early" I said as timmy rubbed his eyes.

"Yeah..so are you. If you dont mind me asking..what the hell happened yesterday with harry?" Timmy asked.

Holy shit. Did harry tell timmy what happened? Well dont just sit there!

"Uhm..why? What's wrong?" I asked as I started to sweat through my cap. "Oh I dont know maybe the fact he hasnt said a word since 9 am yesterday!" Timmy raised his voice a little as he turned around to see if harry heard.

"I'm sorry!" I whisper yelled. "Have you asked him anything? What's his mood been like?" I asked. "Why do you care?" Timmy said with a crinkle on his forehead. I looked down.

"Willow!" Timmy actually yelled this time. "Shhh! Keep your voice down!" I whispered. Then speak of the devil guess who came out of his room.

"What's going on?" He asked rubbing his eyes. His hair was messy with a strand of his curls hanging in front of his face.

"Nothing" I said. "Oh so now you speak" timmy said with frustration. "What the hell happened yesterday?" He asked again looking at both of us waiting for an answer.

Me and harry both looked down. "Guys please talk to me. If something happened I have to know so I can try to fix it." Timmy said. He walked over to me and put his hand on my shoulder. "Willow?" Timmy asked me softly.

I slowly looked up. "I kissed him...again" I said gently. "Well..technically I kissed you" harry blurted out. We both looked at each other.

"Hold on...arent you with Olivia..OUR FUCKING DIRECTOR! harry! Willow could lose her job. Willow you could lose your job!" Timmy yelled at us both. "I know" me and harry said in unison.

Timmy sighed in frustration. "You guys really need to figure this out" timmy said. "Can we maybe do that later...I'm going for a drive." I said as I grabbed my keys. "Take harry with you! Harry go get dressed" timmy said as he pushed harry into his room and shut the door.

"Uhm...I dont really think that's a good idea tim" I said as i walked over to him. "Listen I'm not gonna stay in the same house as people who wont even look at each other. We need to sort this out..for the sake of the movie" he finshed.

I sighed. "Ugh fine. But if it doesnt work..what do we do?" I asked. "We send him off to boarding school" he said. I started laughing.

Harry walked out of his room. "You ready har?" Timmy asked as he opened the door for us to leave. "No" harry said as he immediately left.

We both walked out of the apartment in silence. We went outside and got into my car. "Want some music?" I asked. "Yeah sure" harry said. I turned on the radio and a very familiar song started playing.

(This is actually one of Harry's favorite songs and bitchh I've been listening to it on repeat)

"Ugh I love this song!" I said. "You like Elton John?" Harry asked in shock. "Uhh yeah hes classic. Who doesn't listen to Elton John?" I asked jokingly.

I rolled down my window as I sang the chrous so that all of LA could hear me.

"HOLD ME CLOSER TINY DANCER!"

Harry chuckled and he sang the next part.

"COUNT THE HEADLIGHTS ON THE HIGHWAY!"

I giggled. So did harry. "I'm sorry about yesterday. I was all caught up in the moment and-" I was cut off. "Dont. Dont say you're sorry cause then I'm gonna have to say I'm sorry and I'm not gonna mean it willow. I really liked kissing you. I really like kissing you."

I blushed as we came upon a red light. "If I could kiss you forever I would" he said as he turned to face me. I turned to him. "Then why dont you? Why have a girlfriend if you like me?" I ask. He crinkled his forehead. "I dont know..." There we were. Again. Sitting in silence.

"When you figure out what's going on with oliva... then you can figure out what's going on with us." I said. "But I already know wil. I dont have feelings for liv anymore because I like you. I like spending time with you everyday. I've spent almost 3 months with you and I feel like I've barely scratched the surface with getting to know you. I know you like your pizza with ranch and I know you cant sleep without a nightlight but I dont really know you and I wanna do that..but I can only do that if you let me..so please..let me"

"Are you..?" I couldn't comprehend what was happening. "Asking you out...yeah I think I am." He said. I didn't even realize that the light had turned green until u heard cars honking at me.

"Harry..I would believe me..but..I cant be with you unless you leave olivia" I said. "Easy done. Just please willow. Give me a chance to show you how much I like you. Give me a chance to know you." He said.

What the hell am I supposed to do...I mean what would you do if the guy who likes you is dating your boss. God am I really risking my career for this guy? I dont know..maybe. should I let him know me...should I go out with him...

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