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It's been a month.

It's been pretty normal. I mean me and harry still acted like friends. Nothing really changed for us. But oh my god I have such good news. Timmy and Lily started dating.

We invited her over for dinner and now we're pretty much best friends. Maya is absolutely in love with her. Listen I know I'm her best friend and I shouldn't say this but...god that girl has been eating so much this past month.

She kinda ghosted Brandon after the whole "oh my god you had sex in my room again" situation.

Today was the probably the most exciting day of my life. We started filming the movie today. I practically shit my pants when I woke up this morning and check my calendar. We're gonna fly out to Paris today.

I sighed as I stared at my ceiling.

Paris.

I've dreamed of traveling the world as a child. When I was a kid, my mom was my biggest critic. Let's just say she wasnt the person she was today.

I would always ask to go on road trips or pretty much anywhere and she would always blow me off. She went threw this faze when I was younger where I made a simple mistake and she would beat the living shit out of me.

She would always say "oh it hurts me more than it hurts you" and all that motherly bullshit. Like come on! Do you really expect me to believe that.

God I hated my mother more than i hated myself..and that's saying a lot. But eventually she saw that everything that was screwing with our relationship was her fault. She hired a therapist and she completely changed her outlook on..well..life.

That's when she started buying Crystals and shit. So be honest...this is the happiest I've ever been. It hurts to think all this happens before I turned 13.

After that, my mom turned out to be my best friend. She started paying more attention to me. She had a few boyfriends here and there but she always broke up with them because, and I quote "their aura's were very dark"

I was all packed for Paris. We had to leave in an hour. I was so excited. This truly felt like my peak. Money. Hot boyfriend. Dream job. Everything and everyone was perfect.

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Harrystyles: super excited

Lilyrosedepp: ahhh bitch come visit me
|willowbeach: ur in paris????
|lilyrosedepp: yesss
|willowbeach: will def visit then lmao

Solangebeach: have fun my love♥️

Ezramiller: ahh cant wait to see u

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