My Snarky Tutor(Boyxboy)

-Chapter Thirty-Three-

I'm so sorry it took a long time to update. I finally found the time but my computer is broken so I had type this on my ipod so there will be a lot of mistakes. I'm so busy with exams and final projects so i could only post the first part of this chapter. Thank you to all my fans who have been waiting patiently♥

(Eric's P.o.v)

After I finished texting Noah, I headed back upstairs to Sadie's room while she was laying in bed with her laptop on her lap. A couple of days ago, she got a fever and her parents and I have been taking turns taking care of her. Despite complaining that she felt really shitty , she had been reading a lot of yaoi. Ok, should I put her in rehab now?

When I knocked on the door a couple of times, I heard a burst of laughter coming from her room. I walked in and she was literally rolling on the bed , laughing as if there was no tomorrow. It wasn't unusual for her to be laughing like that while she was reading yaoi. I shrugged it off and grabbed the cloth that was on her forehead. I went to the bathroom, rewet the cloth and put it on her forehead.

"What are you laughing about now?" I asked while I fixed her pillow and sheets.

She cleared her throat, trying to calm down and she sat up, repressing her giggles.

"I was reading this yaoi-"

"I'm so shocked, " I interrupted but she continued.

"And there was this sex scene, and-" she giggled and then she quickly pulled herself together. " then when I finished it, my lower back started hurting. My first thought was " why am I sore and not the uke?"

She burst out laughing again and I shook my head.

" I don't understand why you read two guys getting it on when you're into women. "

"Because yuri has that 'for male heterosexuals only.' Vibe." She explained, " Not all of them but some. Besides, I have luce so I dont need moreeye candy,"

I shook my head again

" I still don't understand....I get the yuri part...just not the yaoi,"

So she tried again

"I may not want to kiss and be In a relationship with a guy but I sure as hell don't mind them kissing each other. And besides yaoi has the sweetest moments ever!" She gushed.

Suddenly, she groaned and closed her eyes so i took her laptop away.

"No more yaoi for you. Getting excited like this isn't going to help your fever."

Her eyes flew open and she reached out as if I had taken her child.

"No! I won't read the fluffy cute yaoi anymore! I'll read the tragic ones that'll break my heart instead!"

She gave me the puppy dog look, and unfortunately, I am powerless against that so I gave her back the laptop and went to the corner of my room to get my bag. I took out a novel that I borrowed from the school's library.

Sadie was quiet for a a few minutes, then she suddenly said " aw this one sounds so sad,"

"What?" I asked, not taking my eyes off the page of the novel I was reading.

"This guy is being abused by his step father but doesn't mind since he wants to be In physical pain so he could forget his past. He also cuts himself."

Wow, that's a pretty heavy topic. It sounded intense.

"Tell me about it after you're done reading it." I told her and she said "mhm"

After I flipped to the next page, a few thoughts came to my mind, and I tensed up.

'I never asked Noah if he hurt himself, did I ? Was that it? Was that what he was hiding?'

A jolt of pain occurred in my chest, as my mind started racing.

'If that was it, what should i do? How should I react? If I acted out of anger, it'll obviously hurt him so I had to try my best not to yell at him. If I acted calmly, would it seem that I didn't care? In fact, what was the proper reaction to self harm?

No, calm down, I shouldn't jump to conclusions. But....what if he was hurting himself...? I wouldn't know what to do, what if.....

I shook my head, repressing all negative thoughts and I turned to sadie.

"Can I use your computer for a bit?" I asked and without looking up at me, she said yes.

I sat at her computer and searched for information on self harm. I had to know what to do.I couldn't make anything worse.

As I read a few sites on how what to do when your loved one self harmed, tears filled my eyes a couple of time but I wiped them away. I had to remain calm, and stay strong for him. But.. how was I going to do that?