Hindi parin ako makagalaw. I can't believe he's here. How in the world he know that I'm here?
My plan is to go back to Philippines and chase him, not the other way around. Matapos ng lahat na nalaman ko, he deserve to chase by me though.
"Babe?" Nagsusumamo ang kanyang mga mata. I can see mix emotion in his eyes. His happy the same time hes hurting and sad.
I cant talk. I hold his face, nanginginig ang mga kamay ko. Hindi ko malaman kong ano na ang gagawin ko. I love this man so much.. so much.
"When is the last time you shave?" Yan lang ang tangi kong naitanong sa kanya.
"Does it matter?" Malumanay rin nyang tanong pabalik.
I cant hold it anymore. I feel my tears dropping already. In a move I hug him tighter. Niyakap ko siya ng napakahigpit. I miss him so much and loving him so much too. I cant help but cry harder. I kiss his lips harder at pinugpug ko rin ng halik ang mukha niya.
"Im so sorry love. Im sorry.." pauli ulit kong sambit sa kanya. Realizing everything.
He look at me lovingly.
Do I deserve this man?
"Love no need to say sorry okay? You are my everything. Im willing to sacrifice everything just to make you safe and happy and I will do it again in heartbeat"
"No. kung sana alam ko lng kung sana..."
"Hey stop.. I dont want to see you crying again because of me. I intend to make you happy forever until we were old. Im so sorry babe sa lahat ng kasinungalingang ginawa ko pero hindi ko pinagsisihan ang lahat mahal ko kasi uulitulitin ko parin yon kung para rin lang sa kaligtasan mo. Ganyan kita kamahal babe. I can even sacrifice my life for you.." he told me habang tumutolo ang luha niya sa mga mata.
Ohh.. this man. Napaiyak narin ako.
"Mahal na mahal din kita dean mahal na mahal kahit ilang taon na ang lumipas ikaw parin ang laman ng puso ko. Sabi ko sa sarili ko galit na galit ako sayo, gusto kung bumagsak ka. Pero alam mo mahal kahit galit ako sayo ay hindi ko parin magawang ibaling sa iba ang puso ko kasi nakatatak kana kasi dito. I tried but I failed. Yong pagmamahal ko sa yo ay hindi nawala natabunan lang ng galit. Kasi sa totoo lang ramdam ko parin ehh na mahal parin kita at hindi ko matanggap na wala ka sa tabi ko at namimiss kita ng sobra"
Hinaplos ko ang mukha niya "and then you came again into my life as Dean Freecs. Kay dali mong nakuha ulit ang puso ko, sa pangalawang pagkakataon minahal na naman kita at mas sobra pa. I love you Lucian Dean Freecs noon hanggang sa nabubuhay ako"
He kiss me passionately. Ramdam ko sa mga halik niya ang pagmamahal at pangungulila saakin.
"I love you so much baby...fuck it! Im so inlove with you mi amor.."
Napatawa ako sa sinabi niya. Niyakap ko siya. "I miss you" at niyakap ko siya ng napakahigpit. Natawa siya sa ginawa ko. Bigla akong nakaramdam ng gigil sa kanya. Kingat ko siya sa balikat.
"Ouch..why did you bite me ha?" Natatawa niyang tanong saakin sabay himas sa balikat niya.
Natawa ako "nanggigigil ako sayo bigla ehh..wag kanang umangal ha"
Napahalkhak siya "Fuck! It feels good were together again. Lets start over again love?"
Napangiti ako. "Okay lets start over again. Mahal na mahal kita dean at ang ating magiging anak"
Ngumiti siya at biglang tumulungko sa harap ko. Hinalikan niya ang baby bump ko.
"Hi baby, daddy is here. We can't wait to see you. I promise Ill protect you and your mommy. I love you and your mom so much" and then he kiss my bump many times.
"Come love" pinatayo ko siya. "Nagugutom ka ba, ipagluluto kita" sisiguradohin kong babawi talaga ako sa kanya.
"So sweet.. No need Im full, kumain na kami ng kapatid mo bago kami tumungo dito sa isla"
Napakunot noo ako. "Kasama mo ang kapatid ko?"
"The reason why I found you here is your dad contact me again. I've been searching you around the world but still I cant find you, until your dad called me. I was shock by then, he explained to me everything and he told me that my mission is done, i can finally have you as long as we live"
Shock ako sa sinabi niya.
"Baby.. your dad give me already the blessing that I ask for him for a long time and finally he gave it to me and here I am so lucky to have you in arms again" malamlam niyang sabi.
Napayakap ako sa kanya "ohh my love I love you so much"
"And I love you always babe. We can now start over again. My mission is done, wala nang hadlang saatin. Kung meron man humanda sila. I will kill them first before they can separate us"
I look at him I kiss him passionately. Hanggang sa lumalim ang halikan namin. Fuck! I miss him so much!
"I miss you so much love. Please make love to me babe..ohh please"
He smirk. Nakakaakit. Lust and love is evident to his eyes.
"My pleasure"
Then he carried me to my room. Ramdam namin sa isat isa ang pananabik. Like we should recover the years that we are separated to each other.
Pinapangako ko sa sarili ko that I will love this man through eternity. Babawi ako sa kanya araw araw sa aming buhay. Im so inlove to this man the first time I saw him. He's the only man who captured my heart the moment I laid my eyes on him. I cant explain the feelings he make me feel. My heart beats so fast, something like joy and unconditional happiness. Like he is my other half that I could live without him by my side.
And now he's back in my life. I will always be in his side.
" I promise I will love you always My Lucian the mask man" I told him lovingly.
" And Im so inlove with you always my love. No words can explain how much I love you. I'll die if you leave me again. You are my everything, my rock and my life. Im a sinner and you are my salvation. Always remember that"
So you are too me amore and so you are.
And we treasure each other all day. Making love and loving each other fulfilling our promises.
A/N
Sooooo sorryyy for the most late update. Ito na bawe nako.
Sorry for the errors. Thank you for reading my story 😘
