Strayed and alone because you're the only one that knows me and now I can't be with you,
There was always something between us, definitely not destiny, but unexplainable rousing anxiety, which I always awaited for,
Now everything is in shades of grey,
The beautiful breeze has also become quite heavy,
coffees no more,
Life was never fascinating but,
I'm bored now,
Every little thing prickles me, from breathing to sleeping, somehow,
And why all our shared moments suddenly became strangers?
They don't look me in the eye anymore, always trying to avoid me,
I know we cherished them, I know they meant a lot to you,
Those memories comforted me too so, why everything has to go to the south?
This haze of loneliness that you created inadvertently is covering me too, my dear,
My destinations, ambitions are getting lost in them,
I'm losing my mind here just because you can't get out of your awkward phase, but how come even when you're flustered, you look so lovely, like a blooming light pink rose,
I'm trouble, I know I'm well aware of that,
Seems like every prayer of mine has gone unheard cause you're not beside me,
Nowadays, even mornings are all sour, everyone facing against the wall,
Expected, at least that much,
Still, how ruthless.
P.S. I WANTED A FRIEND BUT WE UNINTENTIONALLY BECAME MORE THAN THAT.
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PoesiaIt is a collection of what I feel and felt or call it a mad rant, I hope you all can sympathize with them one way or another. Writing keeps me sane.