H E A L and B L O O M

Y O U R E M I N D M E O F Y O U

You remind me of you,

I remember you when I try to calm my trembling lips,

I remember you when I tuck my hair behind my ears,

I remember you when I apply concealer on my slit wrist,

I remember you in my reflection,

I remember you in my shadow, shadow merged with moonlit sunsets,

I remember you when I'm laughing from the top of my lungs,

I remember you when I'm crying my guts out,

I remember you on my loneliest nights,

I remember you on my warmest days,

I remember you in my denial of not loving you,

I remember you in my acceptance of being a hypocrite,

I remember you after trying my best to forget you,

I remember you in my lies about not knowing you,

I remember you when I'm angry and, then I cry thinking how beautiful you were,

I remember you when I'm agitated then everything seems small,

I try to remember you in others,

I remember you in myself, What a shame,

I remember you at my worst,

I remember you when I'm beaming with grace,

I remember you even when I don't want to

Really, don't want to,

But I do

eventually, I do,

I do, knowing that I'll do and will always do!

P.S. I wrote this cause I've to let you go.