Kinsley's Affection (Kingston Spin-off #4) ✔️

Chapter 7

**(Edited)**

Five Years Later

Kinsley's POV

Travis is hysterical this morning. Laying down next to me and he's laughing away as I rub my stomach. After what we've been through together we have a right to be. I don't even know where to begin.

Nothing other than the fact that I wanted to move back to Georgia after graduation, and Dixon wanted Louisiana. I wasn't willing to compromise and neither was he, so we ended our relationship that we kept a secret for three years. Trying to stay apart just made us come farther together, every night at his apartment. I waited on him, I found an apartment in the city for a year while working as an intern for Gemma's company and then, he dropped that bomb on me and ended us. It was so hard keeping my relationship with him quiet and then it crushed me completely when he chose his hometown over me. So when I came back to Georgia my feelings for Travis came back, and we started seeing each other again. After picking myself up for six months I decided to give him another shot and he worked his way back into my heart.

We hit it off and a year later he proposed and we got married. But now I'm here pregnant as a whale with our daughter Savannah, named after his favorite city in Georgia and the name we picked out years ago when we thought we were going to get married. Only difference now is that we are, we didn't think we where, we did.

We decided to start a family early, and buy a home (that he picked not me) to raise her in, all while still trying to keep our marriage work. The only bad part about it is that I know Travis isn't the love of my life, I still know Dixon is, but I wanted a family, I wanted a husband and I wanted to be loved. Something I don't think I settled for considering that I love Travis, he's amazing and he's perfect. He really is an amazing man, I just know that when I got engaged, married and pregnant, I was thinking and imagining Dixon there with me.

"Stop laughing asshole!" I demand at him as he flips over to his side and grabs my hip as he kisses my stomach.

"I don't care if you're peeing the bed every night and pissing all over yourself" he tells me as I push his face away. I did pee the bed but it's not my fault. I can't control when my bladder gets kicked onto, I'm thirty four weeks pregnant.

I throw my pillow at him before lifting myself up and he's on his feet grabbing me into his arms. He wraps me into his chest as he carries me to the bathroom and I slip my clothes off.

"Holy shit Kins." He whispers to me as I look down at my stomach. It's covered in stretch marks of all shapes and sizes and I weigh more now, than I ever have in my lifetime.

"Don't look. It's so ugly", I whisper looking down at my hips and the big ugly stretch marks across them.

"Baby" he whispers to me as I push his hands away and start the shower. I grip my robe covering myself up as I look away from him. It's not him, it's just sometimes I want to be alone. Especially when it comes to my body, I don't like the way I look anymore. I hate being pregnant and I never want to experience this again unless I have a good delivery experience. I love Sav, I know I do but she's to much on me, physically, emotionally, all of it.

"Kins baby you look fine." He tells me as I shake my head no and drop the robe stepping into the shower. He bought this place years ago, and when we got married I just kind of moved in, it's big enough for a family and I don't hate it, I just don't like it all that much. Especially not the tan walls that are so damn boring.

"I don't feel fine. I'm peeing the bed, I puke forever, I've gained fifty pounds! Fifty!" I demand to him as he shakes his head no. He sighs slipping his clothes off as I see him through the glass shower. He slips in behind me as I grab the shampoo and start washing my hair. I grab Summers Eve and scrub my area as he laughs at me.