Kinsley's Affection (Kingston Spin-off #4) ✔️

Chapter 13

**(Edited)**

Kinsley's POV

I'm a crying mess. I leave my dads office and make my way downtown towards the warehouse and I can't force myself to get there. I don't want Savannah to see me like this, I don't want her to see me weak. She only six weeks old, and this is the hardest thing I have ever been through with her.

I find a small park on the east side with all the rich families as I park my car and walk to the bench. I sit down wiping my tears as I watch the ducks at the pond. I smile when I see a little girl with her mom, she's holding her hand, she's smiling with her, and they look like a little happy family. I want that with Savannah. She's just like me, and I know she's going to be a little handful but I love her. I love her so much I can't stand the thought of her being taken away.

"Kinsley?" I hear behind me as I turn. When I do I see nothing but all of Dixon. I don't know what to say. He always shows up at the worst times, when I'm weak.

"Hi" I whisper wiping my tears as I look down and see a dog right beside him.

"Oh sorry. This is Maddox, he's a lab." He tells me as I nod. The black lab comes around and jumps on my lap as I pet his head. I didn't know that Dixon had a dog. I just remember the cat that I helped Dixon take care of everyday.

"What about Buster?" I ask softly wiping my tears as Dixon smiles. "He's at my house. I take him everywhere I've ever moved." He tells me as I nod softly. I turn and look around as he sits next to me.

"Why are you upset?" He asks as he lets his dog off the leash and all he does it sit at his feet. I don't talk to him as I lift my hand up and show him it without a ring.

"That answer your question" I whisper softly while rubbing my hands together. I'm not even upset about the fact that I'm getting divorced. I'm upset about the fact that he wants to take my baby girl away.

"What happened?" He asks looking over at me softly.

"Let's not fucking pretend that you being here didn't have anything to do with it. I loved you Dixon, I loved you. Now you're here for no reason and it's messing up my life! I was fine having a mediocre life with Travis and not having mind blowing sex! I just wanted to be a wife and have a child. So we did, and he wants to take her away from me because we have to fight for custody and I refuse to have her taken away. He doesn't do anything for her, I do. I'm the one raising her! I haven't been happy in years with him, and I was okay as long as I had Savannah but then you showed up and fucked it all up." I demand immediately. Then he's silent, he doesn't speak as he looks at me and my face full of emotions. The last time we spoke, really spoke, I was a crying mess. He broke up with me and I couldn't handle it. It nearly killed me, and now he's doing the same thing, not talking that is.

"I'm sorry, you don't deserve that." I whisper softly as I wipe my face. "I should go." I demand trying to stand before Dixon's hand latches onto my arm.

"No, Kins. I let that happen before and it will never happen again." He demands as he removes his hand and moves closer to me.

"I came to Georgia to find you. I met my group of guys, and Travis was just apart of it. I didn't know he was your husband. I was just hoping that being in Atlanta, and the part of Atlanta your family was that maybe I'd run into you. I didn't know you're married and I didn't know you were pregnant. So when I saw it, I just stopped trying for you, you were his, and you aren't happy but you married him. I was stupid Kins, my dad got sick, and I couldn't handle it so I took it out on you." He tells me as I pet the dog by his feet softly. I finally got answers and they hurt.

"But why did you do that? Dixon I wanted to marry you. I had a wedding dress picked out, venue, rings, I was just waiting on you to propose and we would have got married within a month." I whisper softly.