"Why Me? Out Of All People. Why Me?

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MADISON

I never thought I would have to go through this, I never thought that this would happen to me. I can't believe I lost my best friend, I don't know what to do with her now. What is going to happen to the house? I can't get a job  because I'm so close to my due date, Cody? I don't even know about him anymore. I hate that this happened to me.

"Mads?" I heard from behind me, I slowly turned around to see Hayes dressed in a tux. 

"Yeah?" I said bearly above a whisper.

"Are you going to be okay?" He asked coming up behind me wrapping his arms around my waist. I sighed closing my eyes leaning into  him.

"I don't know Hayes, I mean it's my mom. I'm not excatly going to be okay about it." I said, I felt Hayes nod his head and kiss the top of my head.

"Just know I;m here for you whenever you need me baby, I'm not going anywhere. I promise." He said turning me around looking me in the eyes. I nodded my head and smiled a little. 

"Ready to go?" Cody asked coming into the room. I sighed nodding my head.

"Let's get this over with." I mumbled grabbing Hayes hand walking out he door to Cody's car. We got in his car and headed towards the funeral home. Once we got there we parked the car and got out, Hayes grabbed my hand giving it a small squeeze letting me know that he's here for me. 

We walked into the funeral home and instantly got surround with our family, I started to cry which made Hayes pull me out of the crowd and bring me into his arms.

"Shhhh, Mads. It's okay, I'm here for you I promsie baby." Hayes cooed at me kissing the top of my head as I cried into his chest. He sat down pulling me into his lap hugging me still letting me cry into his chest as he tried his best to calm me down. 

"Mads?" I heard, I looked up to see Cody standing in front of me.

"Yes?" I asked, wiping my tears that fell from my eyes.

"Would you and Hayes like to walk up there with me, I can't go up alone." cody said tears threatening to leave his eyes. I slowly nodded my head standing up reaching my hand out for Hayes to grab. We all three walked up to see our lifeless mother laying there pale, I put my hand over my mouth and leaned my head on Hayes crying. Hayes automactally wrapped his arms around me letting his hands rest on my baby bump. 

I reached down to touch her hand to only find out that she was freezing cold, I cried harder, I let Hayes wrap his arms back around me and taking me to the back on the room , he sat down pulling me back into his lap again letting me cry into his chest. 

"Shhhhhh, baby." Hayes cooed kissing my head while rocking back and forth on the chair. I laid my hands on my stomach only to feel Breyson kicking me, causing me to smile and chuckle. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach that caused me to flinch.

"Mads? Baby are you okay?" Hayes asked rubbing my stomach which caused some of the pain to go away.

"Yeah, Breyson just kicked me a little to hard." I sighed, placing my hand on his.

"I guess he knows that your upset and he's letting you know that he's still here with you." Hayes said causing me to smile.

"I love you Hayes." I mumbled into his chest.

"I love you Madison." Hayes replied kissing my head. 

Hayes and I sat there in each others arms talking to a few people that would come up to me telling they were sorry for my loss. When it was time for the preacher to start talking Hayes and I moved up front and sat beside Cody, I grabbed Cody's hand and gave it a little squeeze. I was holding Hayes hand in my left hand. 

By the time the preacher was done it was Cody's turn to go up and say a speech about our mother.

"Hello, I'm Cody. I just can't belive that she's actually gone, she didn't even get to see her grandson come into this world. I miss her already, she was a good woman and I don't see why she had to go so soon. It's not going to be the same without her in the house, she's not going to be yelling at me to go get Madison up so she's not late for her doctors appointment. She's not going to be there to cook us breakfest every morning before we go to school. She won't be there tp yell at us about not cleaning our rooms. I just can't believe that she's actually gone, just three days ago we was talking about how was going to be the first person to spoil Breyson was. She was a great caring woman that always put other before herself, she was the best mother I could have asked for and now she's gone. I lost both of my parents, all I have left is Madison and Breyson. I miss you so much, you just don't understand." Cody finished his speech and it was my turn to go up.

"Um, I'm Madison. I'm Cody's sister. Let's see, our mother was a very hyper person, she was always doing something. You'd never see her sitting still for more than 2 minutes. She was an amazing person, she was so understanding when she found out that I was pregnant. I mean yeah she was dissapointed in me but she still stuck by me ans supported me through my decision. It's very heartbreaking to know that she won't be here to see Breyson come into this world or to see his first step or even his first word. My mom and I had this special relationship that no one would understand, I'm goning to miss having our girl days. I lost my shopping buddy due to a drunk driver. I lost my best friend that has been there for me through it all. I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I'm glad she's in a better place now but part of me still wishes she was here with me." I finished as a tear rolled down my cheek. I walked back over to my seat and sat back down leaning my head on Hayes shoulder.

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We were all now gathered around her grave, I was holding Hayes hand and was leaning against his shoulder. Once they started to lower in down I broke, I couldn't watch so I took off. I ran to a tree a few feet away from her gave and sat down crying. I cried my eyes out, I felt someone sit down beside me wrapping their arm around me pulling me into their lap. I looked up to see Hayes.

"Why me? Out of all people. Why me Hayes? Why's he take my mother away from me?" I cried into his chest, slowly rocking me back and forth while rubbing my stomach calming me down some. 

"Baby," Hayes started. "Listen, I know it hurts trust me I know, but you can't keep crying baby. Your mother wouldn't want you crying over her, she'd want you to be happy." Hayes whispered into my ear. 

I nodded my head and wiped my tears, I laid my head into the crook of Hayes neck and silently cried, he didn't seem to care he just kept whispering in my ear sweet things like,"I love you baby" or "You're so beautiful." 

We sat there for what seem like forever until Cody came and got us saying that it was time for us to head home. I got off the ground Hayes following me and standing up we all walked to Cody's car and got it. 

This sure as been one hell of a day. I thought to myself before slowly drifting off to sleep

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