"What If I Mess Up?"

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MADISON

Once we got Hayes things we put them in the truck, once that was finished Hayes to tell his parents goodbye. Hayes walked back over to me and smiled, he wrapped his arms around my waist and pecked my lips. I smiled pulling away, I turned around to get in the truck when I felt someone hit my ass.

"Nice ass babe." Hayes snorted causing me to glare at him.

"Screw off Hayes, damn." I laughed, climbing in the truck. Hayes climbed in behind me, we put our seatbelts on and we was on our way back home. I called Cody at the park to tell him that we was going to get Hayes things and he said he was fine with it. 

 "Are you excited for little Breyson to be here?" Hayes asked, looking over at me. I smiled and nodded my head.


"Yes, I can't wait for him to be here." I replied smiling causing Hayes to smile.

"I can't wait to see who he looks like." He said looking out the window smiling.

"I know, I hope he has your eyes." I smiled, Hayes looked over at me smiling and shook his head.

"Nah, I want him to have your eyes, yours are so beautiful baby." Hayes said causing me to blush. 

Once we made it home we took all his stuff up to our room and by "we" I mean Hayes, he wouldn't let me help because I could harm Breyson or myself. When we had all his things put away we laid on the bed in each others arms and talked.

"Mads?" Hayes asked looking at the wall playing with my hair.

"Mhhm?" I mumbled looking up at him.

"Do you think I'll be a bad father?" He asked, I gave him a confured look and put my hand on his face causing him to look at me.

"Hayes babe you could never be a bad father, Breyson will love you. I know it's going to be hard at first but I know we can do this, were in this together we can get through this together. I'm not going anywhere and I hope that your not going anywhere. I love you and I know Breyson loves you too. Don't worry baby, you'll be fine I promise." I assured him and kissed his lips. 

"You'll be an amazing father baby, I know for a fact that you will." Hayes smiled and put his lips back on mine, for the rest of the night we laid in my bed and watched movies and talked to Breyson. Oh what I would do without my boys, I have no idea. 

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HAYES 

I laid in our bed and watched Madison sleep, she looks so peaceful sleeping. I laid there and thought about everything that has happened over the past few months, I thought about Madison getting pregnant with Breyson to me leaving Magcon to be with her, to Madison loosing her mother. I know it was hard on her to lose her, it would be hard if I lost my mother, I don't know what I would do without my mother. I laid my head back and sighed, I hate thinking but I can't sleep. I'm scared that I'm going to be a horrible father or I'm going to mess something up, I'm scared that Breyson won't like me. I'm scared that once he's here that Madison and I will fight a lot more, I'm scared that I'll do something wrong. I'm just scared, I don't know anything about taking care of s baby. I rolled over which caused Madison to wake up.

"Hayes?" She asked.

"Shh, it's okay. Go back to sleep Mads." I said hugging her.

"Baby, why are you up? It's 3 in the morning." She asked sitting up a little bit resting her head on her headbord.

"Couldn't sleep." I shrugged my shoulders.

"What's on your mind Hayes." I shook my head.

"Nothing Mads." I relpied, I heard her sigh.

"Hayes we both know that when you can't sleep then something is on your mind, so stop lying to me and tell me what's wrong." She said sitting up againest the head board. 

I sighed and sat up beside her. "I'm scared that I'm going to be a bad dad, I'm scared that Beyson won't want anything to do with me. What if I mess up?" I said looking over at her. 

 "It's alright to be scared Hayes, I'm scared too. I'm scared that I won't be as good as a mother like my mom was. I wasn't that scared when I found out because I knew my mom would be here with me. I knew that she'd teach me everything that I needed to know. Now that she's gone, I'm scared that I won't do something right, I'm scared that I'll mess up. It's alright and normal to be scared because I'm scared myself. But you know what? Even if we do mess up a few times it won't matter because Breyson will still love us no matter what. Were all he has besides for Cody and your family. It's perfectly normal to be scared Hayes." She assured me, I looked over at her and brought her close to me. I brought her lips up to mine and kissed her. 

"I love you Mads." I mumbled against her lips.

"I love you too Hayes." She pulled away and smiled at me causing me to smile back. I don't know what I would do without this girl right her. She's my everything. 

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