"Why Does It Hurt So Bad?"

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MADISON
It's been a week since Conner told me that he's been cheating, it's been a week since I've last seen or talked to him. Breyson and I have been staying with Cody and Addison until we can get on our feet. For the past week I've been locked away in my room, the only time I come out is if I get hungry or thirsty. Cody has been taking care of Breyson for me until I start feeling better, I hate that Breyson has to see me like this; so broken. I haven't felt this way in such a long time, since Hayes..

I wish I knew what to do, I wish mom was here to help me through this. I never thought I'd have to go through this much pain again in my life, but I guess I was wrong. I just wish Mom was here to help me through this, she would always give me the best advice. 

I've never thought in years that Conner would do this to me, I just don't understand why he would go and cheat, was I not enough for him? 

"Madi.." Cody knocked on my door. 

Deciding enough was enough I got out of bed and walked over to the door opening it, almost getting knocked over from Breyson running in smiling.

"Hi Momma!" He smiled bouncing on the bed.

"Hey punka," I smiled back. 

"Mads.." Cody said catching my attention, turning my head towards him I noticed the little stuffed toy he was holding in his arms, making me want to break down in tears once more.

"W-w-where did you get that?" I stuttered. 

"Conner just dropped it off, he said that he wanted you to have it."  I nodded my head and walked over to sit on the bed.

"Why Cody? Why does it hurt so bad? What did I do to cause him to do this to me, to our family. " I said staring down at my little belly, slightly running my hand over it. 

Cody sighed. "It's gonna hurt Mads, you were in love with him and you're probably always gonna be in love with him. He was there with you through everything, he helped raise Breyson.  It's gonna be hard, you're gonna want to give up, but you can't. You have to remember who you're doing this for; Breyson and this little one growing in you. You can't give up yet Madison."

I knew Cody was right, I had to keep going for my babies. They needed their Momma, I can't let them down.

"Thank you Cody!" I hugged him and went to the bathroom to take a shower and get dressed.

This Momma is back! 

Once I got done with my shower I dried off and got dressed, I put my hair into a messy bun, I walked out and went to get Breyson dressed.  

I was not going to mope around anymore, I was getting back out there, not dating back out there but back out there. I'll start dating again when the time is right. 

I'm ready to start living my life with my babies, and nothing is going to knock me down! 

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