Pregnant With Hayes Grier's Baby..! (Hayes Fan-Fiction.)

"I Destroyed Hers."

Conner
I haven't seen or talked to Madi in a week, and I miss her and Breyson like crazy. I can't believe I did that to her. I can't believe I destroyed our family. I'm the biggest piece of shit ever. I'm not better than Hayes, fuck, I'm probably worse than Hayes right now. 

I haven't been able to eat or sleep since she left, I haven't even been staying at our place. I've been at my moms, I can't stay in our place knowing that she isn't there anymore. 

"Conner.? Honey.? Are you awake.?" My mom said knocking on the bedroom door.

"Yes mom." I answered, getting up walking over to the door opening it to see her standing there with flower all over her clothes, she must have been baking.

"We have company, so go take a shower and come down and socialize." She said before turning on her feet and heading down the hallway back into I'm assuming the kitchen to finish her baking. Sighing I shut the door went over to my dresser and grabbed a change of clothes. I walked into the bathroom that was connected to my room and turned the shower on. Once i got the water to the perfect temperature  I stripped my clothes off and climbed into the shower. 

After my shower I dried off and got dressed, I stopped to look at myself in the mirror, I don't even know the person staring back at me anymore. I have no idea who I am, or what I'm doing. It's like I'm in a game, and I have no idea what play to make next. I can't help but hate myself, I know what I did was wrong and I can't even tell you why I did it. I just wasn't thinking, I wasn't thinking about the beautiful woman I had at home who loved me with everything she had. I'm such a stupid motherfucker. Why did I have to hurt her even more.? I knew she was still hurting from what Hayes put her through, and from losing her mom. Why did I have to fucking break her even more.? 

Shaking my head sighing I walked out of the bathroom, I walked out of my room and headed down the hallway to the many voices in the other room. 

"Look who finally came out of his room." My Aunt Aubree smiled.

"Aunt Aubs." I smiled back. "How are you?" I asked sitting down in the recliner.

"I'm doing fine." She replied. "You're mom told us what happened. How are you holding up.?" She asked concerned written all over her face. Putting my head down, I sighed.

"I feel like I'm literally dying Aunt Aubs, Mads and Breyson was the best things that's ever happened to me and I fucked it up. I'm the biggest piece of shit ever, I hurt the one person that loved me with everything she had. She literally gave me the world and I destroyed hers, I destroyed her world to no return." I cried shaking my head. I heard my aunt sigh and put her arms around me. 

" Have you talked to her any." Shaking my head no, I cried harder.

"She won't talk to me, I've called, texted. I even went to her brother's house where she's staying and she won't see me." I explained. "She wants nothing to do with me and it's all my fault." 

"Give her time Conner, you guys have been through a lot together. You grew up together, she'll forgive you. Just give her time to process everything, she'll come around when she's ready." Aubree explained, nodding my head I wiped the tears off my face sighing. I excused myself standing up I walked through the kitchen and went out to the back yard. 

Whenever I needed to get away to clear my head or even just to sit in silence for a little bit I always sit in the back yard. Sighing I sat down in one of the patio chairs we had sitting out here and leaned my head back closing my eyes letting the silence take over. 

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