Ellie Meiziah
11:21 AM
casper:
Ellie, I'm so stupid.
Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko.
Ang sakit.
I just saw her with Trenton today. At hanggang ngayon nakatitig pa rin ako sa kanila sa labas ng cafe.
Hindi ko alam kung anong pinag-uusapan nila.
But they way she looks at him. She never looked at me like that. Even before.
And it makes me realizes, naiintindihan ko ba talaga siya?
Am I really the one for Eustace? O pinipilit ko na lang? We were never meant to have something in the first place. We were best friends. It's just that I can't control my stupid feelings anymore. And all of it turns out like this. Eustace deserves better. She doesn't deserve someone like me.
Before we broke up, I told myself that one day I'll be telling her all of these. At sana sa panahon na 'yon, handa na akong tanggapin kung anong respond niya. I tried my best to make her love me, fall for me deeper. To the point that she'll forgive me on whatever I did.
But it was so toxic. Napaka walang kuwenta ko.
I've been so manipulative, just because I know that I'll always see her coming back to me.
I'm sorry. Tinatamad ako mag unsent ng messages. Please ignore me. After all I hurted your friend already. I know that you already hate me.
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