@t.seamus_vbc
10:17 PM
eusathena:
Hi!
You're still up?
t.seamus_vbc:
Oh wow!
Yup!
I'm doing something
eusathena:
Uh nakakaistorbo ba ako?
t.seamus_vbc:
Of course not!
Ikaw may ginagawa ka ba?
eusathena:
Yeah
I'm currently finishing a piece for tomorrow's recollection
t.seamus_vbc:
Good luck!
I'm sure you'll do well : )
eusathena:
Gano'n?
Sana gano'n din para sa kanila LOL
t.seamus_vbc:
Oh
Sinong 'sila'?
Uh do you mind?
eusathena:
Nope, not really.
Not at all.
Them. My parents.
t.seamus_vbc:
Ah so what's the deal?
Bakit ang lungkot?
You're doubting yourself?
eusathena:
I mean
I always do, y'know? I don't even have the confidence.
I honestly would prefer destructive criticism because I'm used to accepting insults than compliments.
Ang daldal ko
Can we change the topic?
t.seamus_vbc:
Eustace
If you're uncomfortable with the topic then it's okay. But I don't mind being someone you can open up to.
I feel that you just want to change the topic because you don't want to be a burden to me.
eusathena:
Right
My friends already knew about this.
But I guess so...
My parents' are putting so much pressure on me. Dahil hindi sila ang nagpapa-aral sa 'kin. I'm already at my grandparents' care since middle school.
Sure that there were times that I felt like I've made enough and all my efforts were enough to satisfy them. I love my grandparents, my relatives and parents but sometimes I can't stop complaining on how they treat me.
t.seamus_vbc:
I'm sure you're already doing great
And I'm not just saying this to comfort you, but because I want you to sort out your sorrow and don't let your heart became heavy, containing hatred and anger.
I'm sorry, because I was never put in a situation just like yours to sympathize enough. But believe me, Eustace. What you're doing now, is already enough.
Sure it lacks recognition, and something the will boost you. But you have to always look for the bright side, am I right?
I won't let you get hurt. Even by your own self. Prove them that they're wrong, and do things for you own satisfaction.
eusathena:
You're right
So right
Your words boosted my serotonin. Talking to you have always make things better for me. Thank you, Trent. : )
You're really thoughtful.
t.seamus_vbc:
Always
You're welcome ; )
So are you done yet? Puwede ko bang makita 'yung piece mo?
eusathena:
Ah yes
Actually may isa pang rason kung bakit ako nag message.
I actually painted the day that we first met. Ahm, y'know? When you're standing on the pavements.
Will it be okay tho? Baka kasi ma-invade ka.
t.seamus_vbc:
NO IT'S OKAY!
I'M SORRY
THIS IS JUST SO OVERWHELMING
CAN I PERSONALLY SEE THE PAINTING?
eusathena:
what?
Pupunta ka pa rito?
t.seamus_vbc:
I personally want to see it, can I?
eusathena:
Pero hindi ba medyo matagal ang byahe?
Atsaka may practice kayo, right?
t.seamus_vbc:
I can always make time!
Can you let me?
Please?
eusathena:
Alright then : )
See you!
