My diary

Chapter 1.4

Thursday, 1 March 2021

9.00 pm

I'm tired of everyone! The lady so in love with Rachid approached me today. "I don't understand why do you want so much attention from Rachid?!" She said angrily. Sorry? But you're the only one who demands his attention

I can't believe that I once called her my best friend. I am disgusted every time I hear her name "Samira". Just no. Seriously? Why is she so obsessed with Rachid. Look at him? He's bloody ugly. Maybe it's me cause I'm the only one who thinks he's ugly but I'm more of the type who likes people who don't look like him.

I think it's definitely you.

Certainly not with that harsh behavior. He is poisonous, Samira is poisonous. Just marry!
Frustrated, I then answered her with "Me? And Rachid? Sorry, did you see him?" But seriously? Has she seen him?!

Yassin then came up and said "Muberra has nothing to do with you and / or your great love. She hasn't even been with him in the last few days. So shut up and go gossip with your friends."

Look who decided to show up? First of all, I don't need his help ... I handled that perfectly my way. Second, sir has decided not to show up for the past few days and now wants to pretend he was with me every day? He must be silenced.

Yeah about that, he's defenitly getting into some trouble

I walked away frustrated and later ran into Rachid who laughed and said, "I heard you're in love with me?" I am disgusted. "No", I said afterwards. Really a shit with these people.

All well and good, but when I take this to my brother, he will only smell the dirt from our floor in his dreams. For a moment he thinks he's a big deal because half of my school likes him. Well, too bad for him, but not me. I like Soufiane, the one everyone thinks is ugly.

I want to meet him

Sorry, but he's very cute. I understand that Marouane (the supervisor) will read this as I am obliged to keep a diary due to the circumstances with my mental stability.

I'm the only one reading this, who the fuck are you talking to?

They want me to express my feelings here. Not that it works completely, but I'm doing my best. I also want to make it clear that Adam is a selfish cow. I understand that I should actually pay attention to my language, but I don't give a fuck.

You're litterally doing it? Don't know what you mean with 'it's not completely working'

If Adam wants to be nice and sweet and then talk behind my back and laugh, he can choke while breathing. I think he's the most disgusting of all. Very sweet that he suddenly wants to tell people behind my back that I am mentally unstable because I have an argument with friends?

He's getting in trouble too

That's not the fucking reason, bum. If he wants to talk behind my back, do I have the right to choose another volunteer?

10.00 pm

I just received a reply to my email and unfortunately that is not possible. The only reason this can not be done is because it is already registered in the system. Then you change it right? That is not that difficult.

Unfortunately, That's not how it works Muberra

Some people are very annoying. He can really open his eyes a little and realize that he's hurting another a little bit. Very cute how he dares to ask with a big smile "but how are you actually?"

How am I doing?! Maybe a little bad considering you're a fake ass bitch with others and supposedly trying to be nice here. When I point out the problem, he starts doing a hypocritical walk "I don't know what you're talking about? You are delusional"

I'm tired of him, I'm tired of Yassin and I'm tired of Rachid. I'm just tired of everyone except Naoufal. Monday Marouane has to go through this booklet with me. He's really going to die laughing at me, but if I see a grin on his face, I'll immediately stab him

Kind of hurts

So today was a hilarious day, where there was a lot of interference with my way of doing things. Sorry I'm left handed Mr. Adam. He's just being aggressive because I write with my left hand. I just can't handle humanity sometimes

Well goodnight, because I'm done with y'all
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I understand that there are many disappointments in life and that it might really hurt you, because everyone annoyes you and tries to hurt you, but proofing them you're as strong as I know you are might help. And next to that let your revenge slide, I'm taking care of Yassin myself. And Adam has a lot to say, but don't you ever think about other people's perspective? As though he might really care about you, but boys (not men) don't really show that alot