Where Did You Sleep Last Night? || Kurt Cobain

34. New Beginnings

"Oh my god we look like raccoons!" I chuckled. It was times like this I missed most about spending time with Erin, when we could truly just enioy eachothers company without any fears of our so called maternal figure ruining it with yet another rampage. I set down the eyeliner as Erin momentarily checked herself out in the mirror.

She giggled before giving an approving look to her reflection. "I kinda dig this look though."

"June Novoselic would be estatic to hear that." I joked before straping on another coat of lipstick for good measure. Erin cleared her throat before her expression turned extremly serious.

"I heard about Kurt and the problems he's having. How's he doing now?" I struggled with how to answer her question. She was triggered at detailed conversations regarding addiction, but I didn't wanna lie to her. She cared about Kurt and I could only imagine how worried she'd have been about him.

"He's doing better." I gave a simple and honest answer, doing my best to sound hopeful despite my gut feeling the odds were stacked against him. "I'm still worried about him though. I love Kurt so much and if something happend to him I couldn't handle that shit." I confessed, sliding my chin into a postion so it rested on my palm.

I knew Kurt was trying his best to look strong for me, yet I know better than anyone how drug withdrawls and cravings take over your life with any attempt of an addict to rid themselves of the vicious cycle.

"Well hey you." Kurt greeted me at the door with a smile before picking me up.

"Hey baby." I smiled back before connected his lips with my own in a passionate kiss. "Did you miss me?"

"Sure did." He set me back down before backing me agaist the wall and lacing his fingers around the straps of my dress. "So how did the visit go?"

"Well they seem like nice people. Erin seems to enjoy being around them." I let on a genuine smile at the thought of the warm and friendly parents of my sister. "I think she's really gonna thrive there."

"That's good news Hedi." He replied, placing another kiss on my lips. I kissed him back, tangling my fingers in his long blonde hair, slowly allowing them to move downwards. Kurt pulled down the straps of my dress as his lips found their way to my neck. "I told you that when you got home I was going to do some naughty things to you. I'm a man of my word."

"That's one of the many things I love about you." I whispered, letting out a soft moan. "Now don't keep me waiting."

"You can't rush good things Hedi." I let out a gasp when I felt his hands cup both of my now exposed breasts. He kissed them before his hand slid underneath my dress, causing a wave of hot arousol to fall over me.

"How are you feeling?" I asked him, unable to help my smile as he left a few more kisses on my neck. "You behave yourself now."

"Sorry maam." He pulled me onto his lap before running his fingers up and down my back. "And to answer your question I'm doing great after that."

I rolled my eyes playfully before turning around and kissing him. "Mm Kurt I was being serious."

"So was I." He sighed before finally agreeing to get serious. "I'm doing alot better. Thanks to you." I smiled genuanily, my hopeful feelings starting to find light. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, Kurt." I pulled him into another kiss before laying my head on his chest. "If something ever happend to you I..."

"Sssh baby. Don't even think that. Everything is gonna be fine." He told me before kissing me a few more times. "I could kiss you forever you know that?"

"Right back at you." We rested our foreheads together before our lips connected again. "I could do this with you all day." I said huskily between kisses.

"Good." He burried his head in the crease of my neck, wrapping his arms around my waist tightly.