"Are you...serious?" Kurt whispered quietly. "Jesus.. I..I don't know what to.." He began, but I stopped his sentance by just falling into his arms. He fell silent, softly kissing my forehead as he rubbed my back.
"Why her?" I vented, my sobs muffled by the position of my head in his chest. "Why her?"
"I don't know Hedi..I don't know." He let out a defeated sigh. "I'm sorry. I'm so fucking sorry."
"She's gonna die Kurt." I pulled my head away from his chest, looking him dead in the eye with tears falling down my face. "My best friend..is gonna die."
He frowned, stroking my hair as we placed our foreheads together. "I know.. and I'm so sorry.."
Behind us, we heard a bit of rustling before a loud yawn from June. She blinked slowly, keeping her head rested on Krist's shoulder but her eyes locked on us. "Have you heard anything yet?" I looked to Kurt, signalling I wanted him to talk instead of me. The lack of instant reply automadiclly sent panic into June. "It's bad news, isn't it?" Kurt nodded. He frowned at me again before looking back toward June. As she looked up at him, tears began to fill her eyes. "How bad?"
I stood still in my current position, but Kurt made his way over to June. He knelt down infront of her, holding both of her hands in a comforting manner. June, although a woman of great strength and resilance, was also misunderstood and quite fragile. Nobody knew how to properly adress her sensitivity like Kurt did. Makes sense why they're such good friends. "June.. she's got cancer."
"Are you fucking with me?! June stood up agressivly, Kurt stood heartbroken due to her denial. "This isn't funny Kurt."
"June.." Kurt softened his voice as he wrapped his arm around her. He opened his mouth to speak, but shook his head and delayed his reply for a moment. "I'm sorry."
"No... NO!" June suddenly screamed, taking off running out the doors of the hospital.
"God damnit!" Kurt sighed. "Hedi, can you wake up Krist?"
"Sure." I replied in agreement, poking his shoulder a bit until his eyes finally opened.
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Where Did You Sleep Last Night? || Kurt Cobain
Fanfic"I'm going where the cold wind blows." fresh out of prison, Hedi Rothwell is trying to get her life back together. while working at a run down convenience store with her old pal Stacey Keen, Hedi is introduced to fellow troublemaker and Nirvana fron...
