𝐁𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐥𝐲~𝐉𝐨𝐬𝐡 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐩𝐡𝐞𝐫

CHAPTER 20

LA
JOSH POV:

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck

Why do I always fuck this shit up?

She left, she left. We were supposed to have a nice trip but like always I fuck up.

Let me try to call her again.
The phone rang a few times until it came to voicemail.

"FUCK" I threw my phone on the floor.
I sat on the bed running my hand down my face.
Why did I have to talk to her like that? I know that is a trigger for her. She hates disrespect so why do I keep disrespecting her?

I looked out of the window and saw the city.

I'm stressed, I'm so fucking stressed.
This year I'm entering NBA 2021. I haven't announced it to anyone yet. My coach is stressing me and pushing me. But that is still not an excuse.

Now Lena is back at her shit again. Talking shit. Saying I got her pregnant when I haven't talked to her since that basketball game. The last time I had sex with her was 5 months ago. So how can she tell me she pregnant now? She didn't have a belly when I saw her. If she is so-called pregnant that must be another nigga because not this nigga.

Let me call Dior

The phone started ringing.
Bold=Dior
Cursive=Josh

Yoooo wassup gup
                         Wassup Dior
How you doing man
                            Like shit
Why
            I fought with my girl
Oh the sexy one, Jayda?
           Shut the fuck up, but yes her
Damn what did you do
         Why do you assume that
                I did something
Because you always do something
                Wow thanks
But what did you do Joshie?
                           Don't call me that,
                               but Lena texted me while I showers
Okay?
                   She said that she was
                     pregnant by me
Are you serious omg you gonna be a baby daddy
BUT IT'S NOT FUCKING MY CHILD
How do you know
Bc I haven't touched her in five months so how can she be pregnant now
Meant she just didn't tell you
                                        But I saw her last month and
                                                 she didn't have a belly
Then that's another nigga baby
But Jayda left LA
Yooo she pissed at you man
                                                             What you mean
She posted On Instagram,
and she left LA to go home,
yeah brother you fucked up
Fuck you. But what should I do?
Go home talk to her
and don't scream
                                                     Wow who would of
                                             know you could give advice
If she doesn't take you back I want her.
                                         Shusss she doesn't want a baby
I'm a big man
                                                                         Bye Johnson
Byeeee Joshieeeeee

I hang up. Tf is wrong with that man.
Thinks he can get my girl.
I need to get home and talk to her.

Dior said that Jayda posted on Instagram let me check what she posted.

Jayda. nya

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Jayda.nya: you do you🤷🏽‍♀️

ARIZONA
JAYDA POV:

I sat in my bathtub while having a vodka drink beside me. Currently want U Around by Omar Apollo ft. Ruel played softly in the background.
I had made a bubble bath to cool down my nerves.

I have had 2 panic attacks and I don't have any more pills. My mom usually gets them but of course, she isn't her. My stress level is at 100.

Zoe still hasn't texted me. I tried calling her.
What happened to her?

You know what fuck this shit. I sunked down in the bathtub and water-filled my nose.
I got up real fast. I gasped hard and water covered my eyes.
Why did I do that, fuck is wrong with me.

I got down with my bath and got dressed in some basketball shorts and a t-shirt.

Let me check if my mom has any more of my pills, and my missing Jordan's.
I went to her drawers and dint sees anything.

Let me check for my jordans in her closet. My mom has a walking closet. Damn this shit's big.

I went forward to where her shoes are. I tripped while walking and felt the floor lifting.

Yo, the fuck.

I touched the plank I fell on and saw it was lifting.
I pressed on it so I could take the plank off. When the plank lifted I saw a brown box.

I know I'm too old to be snooping but this is exciting!

I saw a lot of paper and a picture of a couple. Who are they?!

I saw the name Jody nya Davis and Jadrian Miller.

That woman almost got the same name as me.

I lifted up a map full of papers. A letter fell out of it.

On the front, it said to Jayda nya Miller.

Why is that my name but another last name?

Let me read this letter and leave this room.

After reading the letter I started at the creamy white wall in front of me.

My whole life has been a lie........

A/n
Short chapter☹️