THE LETTER TO JAYDA NYA MILLER
𝑯𝒆𝒚 𝑱𝒂𝒚𝒅𝒂.
𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒘𝒉𝒐𝒎 𝑰 𝒉𝒐𝒑𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒐𝒘 𝒎𝒆 𝒃𝒂𝒄𝒌 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒐 𝒉er 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒅𝒂𝒚. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒚𝒐𝒖 (𝒎𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒓𝒅 𝒑𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒏𝒂𝒏𝒄𝒚). 𝑨𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒎𝒆𝒏𝒕 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒔𝒐 𝒎𝒖𝒄𝒉 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑵𝒐𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒅𝒊𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒎𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒎𝒚 𝒐𝒍𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒘𝒐. 𝑰 𝒋𝒖𝒔𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒌𝒆𝒆𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒕𝒐 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒓𝒆𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒄𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒂𝒏 𝒂𝒅𝒐𝒑𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒑𝒍𝒂𝒏 𝒘𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒉𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒆𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑰 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅'𝒗𝒆 𝒅𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝑰 𝒇𝒊𝒓𝒔𝒕 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌𝒆𝒅 𝒂𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒅𝒆𝒔𝒆𝒓𝒗𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒍𝒅. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒘𝒉𝒊𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒖𝒔.
𝑾𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒐𝒇 𝒉𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒇𝒂𝒊𝒓 𝒔𝒌𝒊𝒏. 𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒅. 𝑻𝒉𝒆 𝒏𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕 𝑰 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝑰 𝒎𝒆𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒏𝒆𝒘 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔.
𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒅𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑴𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒏'𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑾𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒕𝒐 𝒍𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒃𝒍𝒆 𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒃𝒐𝒕𝒉 𝒑𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆. 𝑰 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒃𝒆 𝒄𝒐𝒏𝒇𝒖𝒔𝒆𝒅 𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓. 𝑴𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒂𝒃𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒆𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖.𝑰 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒊𝒎 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒔 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝑱𝒂𝒚𝒅𝒂. 𝑰 𝒅𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒊𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒇𝒐𝒓𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒅𝒂𝒅 𝒃𝒖𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒆𝒎𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒆 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒂𝒍𝒘𝒂𝒚𝒔 𝒃𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆. 𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝑰 𝒈𝒂𝒗𝒆 𝒖𝒑 𝒐𝒏 𝒚𝒐𝒖. 𝑰 𝒍𝒊𝒔𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒑𝒆𝒐𝒑𝒍𝒆 𝒂𝒓𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰'𝒎 𝒘𝒓𝒊𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒔 𝒊𝒏 𝒓𝒆𝒈𝒓𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒊𝒕. 𝑻𝒉𝒆𝒚 𝒔𝒂𝒊𝒅 𝑰 𝒔𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅 𝒈𝒊𝒗𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒖𝒑 𝒃𝒆𝒄𝒂𝒖𝒔𝒆 𝒎𝒆 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝑱𝒂𝒅𝒓𝒊𝒂𝒏 𝒄𝒐𝒖𝒍𝒅𝒏'𝒕 𝒑𝒓𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒅𝒆 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖.
