OC Oneshots

I miss her

Type: Angst

Character Used: Syoji

Uhhh- no tw?? Just tears-

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"Alright, cya!" Syoji waved goodbye to her friends and got off the bus.

The entire time.. The high school student prayed no one was home.

She.. Hadn't had the best time at school today. Nor the whole week... And.. At this rate, she was going to break from keeping it all inside.

Walking quickly turned into a light jog, then running.

Her eyes grew hot with tears she forced back with her will and Syoji quickly punched the numbers to open her front door.

It beeped and opened, making her open the door up and hastily shut it behind her.

Syoji had to stay strong.. God help her if they were here.

Cautiously, the girl peeked into the garage to check for a car and almost died of relief. She brought her things to her room, went to the corner of her room and immediately broke down into tears, curling up with her head down.

I'm pathetic..

I'm.. So Weak..

Crying over something stupid like this.

But I.. I can't..

I.. I don't want to..

...I.. Miss her..

Memories came back to Syoji.. Ones she always went back to comfort. When she remembered.. The most precious one to her.

An elderly woman was passed out asleep in a red chair out at the front of the house.

A young Syoji noticed this and giggled to herself, watching her sleep for some time before poking her grandmother on the cheek and snickering even more at how floppy the skin was.

The old woman woke up would awaken sleepily and Syoji was duck away and hide, muffling her laughing.. Waiting until she would hear soft snoring again to continue her antics..
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Why did she have to die near my birthday?

Why didn't she get to live to hear my voice again..?

Why couldn't I have called her one last time?

Why does it still hurt..?

Why can't I stop crying..?

I miss her

I miss her

I miss you.. Mama..

I want you to come back to me..

I want you to be proud of me..

..I want to tell you that I'm doing better..

..I want to see you again..

But I'm too scared to do it.

And.. I.. Don't want to go yet..

An endless fountain of tears kept coming. Each thought making the female cry more.. More and more until Syoji slowly passed out.

Her body slumped to the ground, mind growing hazy and her eyes closed.

If a heaven exists.. Please wait for me.

When I die.. We'll be together again.

..Until then.. Stay with me in spirit.. And in memory..

I miss you.