Niall remained in his bed for the remainder of the weekend. All he could think about was all the things that Harry could miss. He wasn't upset that Harry was doing his job. He knew that his fans deserved this and he wanted them to be able to see Harry in concert. He was just thinking about how this would effect their now growing family. Demitri hated when Harry left for certain periods of time and with the baby on the way how would Niall be able to handle this on his own. Though he had done it before he wasn't so sure he was willing to do it again.
A slight knock was heard at the door and Niall looked up seeing Demitri peaking his head through the door. "Daddy?"
"Yeah bug?" Niall sat up. Demitri walked into the room pushing the door shut behind him the best he could. Harry had left to go speak to his mangers so that left both Demitri and Niall in the house alone for most of the day.
"Dada comin back soon?" Demitri pulled himself onto the bed sitting down on Niall's legs. This is what Niall didn't want. He didn't want to have to tell his son that his daddy wasn't going to be coming back as often as he would like him to.
"He should be home in a few hours bug. He has something's that he needs to do for work" Niall moved Demitri so that he was laying next to him and rubbed his back. Demitri closed his eyes knowing that he was going to be asleep soon. Niall laid next to his son watching as his eyes slowly closed. How long would he be able to keep this from Demitri. He didn't want him to break down like he did the last time.
A small kick to Niall's stomach made him jolt up. "Ow princess, that one hurt" Niall rubs his stomach only earning himself yet another kick. That's all the baby seems to be doing lately. Kicking and Kicking. Nothing else.
Demitri has started playing games with his unborn sister, he'll tap his Daddy's stomach and she will kick his hand away. She's a very stubborn little thing much like the rest of her family.
Niall sat up from the bed and went into the bathroom cracking the door a bit. He looked over himself in the mirror. His roots brown, and the tips blond. His limbs small compared to his swollen stomach. He thought back to the months before when it was just he, Demitri...and Zayn.
Zayn? How had he been doing. Niall hadn't spoken to him since he had actually found out he was pregnant. It had been months. Niall quickly walked back into the bedroom grabbing his phone dialing the number. Hoping that he would answer.
"Hello?"
"Zayn"
"Niall? Everything alright...We haven't talked in..."
"I know and I'm sorry. Everything has been really hectic around here and somehow speaking to you slipped my mind. I really am sorry Zayn I should call more often...I miss you" Niall was getting emotional and he knew that it was only the hormones. A tear slowly ran down his cheek as he ran his fingers over the blanket covering his bed.
"I miss you too Niall...more than you could ever know. How is he treating you?"
"He's going on tour soon" Niall whispered knowing that Zayn was referring to Harry. There was no one else that he could be talking about.
"With the baby on the way? Niall I don't want to be the one to try and be negative but don't you think this is the wrong time for him to be leaving for a tour? For fucks sake Niall you have a baby on the way. Not just you, both of you damn it" Zayn was pissed off. Niall didn't deserve to be left again.
"I-I know...It's his job though...He's been amazing throughout all of this I owe this to him Zayn"
"You don't owe him a damn thing! He left you I don't know how many time I will have to tell you that before you listen to me and realize that this isn't good for you. After all these years and after all these supposed changes he's leaving you...again" Zayn mutters running his fingers through his hair.
Niall thought about what Zayn said and quickly hung up the phone. He needed to talk to Harry, and he didn't have the time or patience to wait any longer. He sent a text to Harry as fast as he could.
Get home. Now. - Niall
Niall set his phone down on the side table next to him. When Harry got home they were going to have a nice long talk about this tour. And how the hell they were going to make this work.*********
Harry stepped foot into the house just to see Niall sitting on the couch waiting for him. "I came as fast as I could. Is everything alright?"Niall shook his head. "No...I spoke with Zayn today and he brought some things to my attention. Things that we really should speak about...Before you leave"
Harry's eyes rolled after hearing Zayn's name. "Why were you even talking to him about this Niall? None of this concerns him"
"Who was I supposed to talk to? You! You have barely been here since you told me you were even leaving so excuse me for wanting to confide in someone I knew would take the time to actually listen to what I have to say" Niall crossed his arms over his chest.
"I have tried to talk to you! Over and over again and every time you would roll over and act as if I don't exist. Do not fucking sit here and tell me that I haven't tried to fucking listen to you Niall"
"You should have never came back" Niall muttered
"What was that?"
"You. Shouldn't. Have. Come. Back" Niall said through clenched teeth. "Demitri and I were fine...We wouldn't be going through his if you had never come back..."
"So you regret me wanting to be with my son and the man I love? Is that what your telling me Niall?" Harry said much softer this time.
"No...I don't know all I'm saying is that I don't want our daughter to be subjected to the same thing that our poor son was. It's not fair and if this tour means that she will be then I don't want..." Niall shook his head not sure how he wanted to end that sentence.
"You don't want what..."
"I don't want to be with you if you can't promise me that you will be here for our children"
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