Spaces (Mpreg Narry)

Chapter 7

 Niall woke up noticing that he was on the floor in the living room. He sat up looking around seeing that both Demitri and Harry were sleeping next to him. He rested his hand on his forehead looking around seeing how messy the living room was. He then thought about the fact that Harry was still there. He looked back at him seeing that Demitri had his head resting on Harry's chest while Harry's arms were protectively around him. Niall had trouble admitting that seeing them together warmed his heart. He didn't want to feel that way. He shook his head and stood up beginning to clean up the living room. 

        He stepped over Harry but the slight movement managed to wake him. Harry looked up in confusion before realizing where he was. He looked down at Demitri and moved him onto the couch yawning a bit. "I didn't mean to crash here last night" he whispers.

        "It's fine" Niall puts the rest of the toys in the chest shutting it. "I'm going to go make breakfast" He walked into the kitchen hearing the sound of someone following him. What could he be following me for Niall thought. 

        "Do you mind if I help? We used to cook together all the time" Harry smiles from the memory, only making Niall cringe. He stayed quiet not wanting to answer Harry's question. He wouldn't be able to give him a yes or no. "Niall, if you don't want me to that's fine." Harry said noticing Niall's hesitance. 

        "It's not that, it's just that I don't know how far I can let this go. I don't want to fall back into our old habits" Niall admits to Harry and himself. Harry nods leaning against the counter. He can't help but think about all the things that he had done to Niall years ago. All the bullshit he had put him through.

        "You don't have to let it go anywhere. I understand why you were and still are very hesitant to let me back into your life. I've hurt you more times than I would like to think about, but I was young and I had no idea how much I was in love with you. That's what scared me, the fact that I loved you so much I didn't know how to handle it. When you told me that you were having a kid I panicked...We were both still kids and no where near ready to be a family. So after you told me and we fell asleep, I sat up for hours thinking about what the hell I was going to do. Somehow my final decision was to leave. I sat next to you just trying to rip myself out of your life. Niall I know that it seems that it was easy for me to leave but believe me when I say that was one of the hardest decisions I have ever made. I wanted so badly to be with you when you woke up that next morning but I knew that I couldn't so I did what I thought would benefit us both and left in the middle of the night." 

        Niall was unable to find the strength to even look at Harry after having to listen to what he said. He looked up feeling his eyes burning a bit and Harry shook his head cupping Niall's face in his hands out of instinct. He swiped his thumbs over Niall's cheeks and leaned in placing his soft lips to Niall's forehead. Niall's breathing faltered as he attempted to push Harry back. Harry stepped back starting to apologize but Niall cut him off walking out of the kitchen going down to his room. 

        Harry looked back into the living room making sure that Demitri was fine before going after Niall. He went to his room and knocked on the door, after not getting an answer he walked in seeing Niall sitting on his bed with his head in his hands. He slowly walked over bending down in front of him. "Ni..." 

        "I hate you so much..." Niall said through his hands making Harry nod.

        "I know you do..." 

        "You've broken my heart more than once and yet somehow each time I let you back in. Just for you to break it again. I hate you for not walking away sooner. I hate that I love you. I hate that I can't get you out of my head. I hate you for not..." Niall cut his own sentence short grabbing the collar of Harry's shirt desperately bringing their lips together. Niall didn't know where the spurt of passion came from but once he had started it he couldn't stop it. 

        Harry ignored his confusion and focused on kissing Niall back. This was all he had wanted for so long he didn't have time to think about anything else. He pulled back as Niall moved back onto the bed, having Harry quickly move on top of him. Harry's lips quickly attached to the side of Niall's neck as he left small kisses to his soft skin. He bit down on it feeling Niall's finger tips dig into his side. He pulled back looking down at Niall who was smiling up at him. 

        "What are we doing?" Harry asked. Yes Harry wanted this more than anything but he knew how Niall felt and he didn't want to take advantage of him in his fragile state. Plus Demitri was just down the hall sleeping peacefully on the couch.

        "I don't know...I shouldn't have kissed you it was just...a spur of the moment thing" Niall said sitting up but Harry didn't move. He just looked down at Niall and smiled. "Don't you dare..." 

        "You love me Horan" 

        "No..." 

        "Yes you do, you even said it." Harry smiled leaning down kissing Niall softly but of course he did not kiss back this time. He smiled and moved off of Niall standing  up from the bed. He walked out of the room leaving Niall alone in the room to think about what he had let himself do. 

        Niall ran his fingers through his hair and groaned. He had somehow let himself give into the char of Harry Styles. "It was a one time thing" Niall muttered to himself hoping that was true. He ran his fingers over his neck imagining the feeling of Harry's lips being placed against it again. He sighed laying back on the bed and ran his hands over his face. 

        His phone went of intercepting his thoughts and he sat up reaching for it. He looked down at it seeing that it was Zayn calling him. Oh god...what the hell Niall thought now realizing the severity of what he had done. He answered the call placing the phone to his ear. He of course wasn't happy with Zayn but that didn't mean he was supposed to let himself cheat on him. 

        "Uh..Hello?" Niall said 

       "Niall baby I am so sorry about yesterday. I had been drinking with some friends and I don't know what came over me. Please tell me you forgive me..." Zayn pleaded making Niall's heart clench. 

        Should he tell him? Should he keep it to himself. Niall had no idea what he was supposed to do. "Zayn, I don't think we...I just...I can't..." Niall couldn't get out a proper sentence.

        "Niall?" Zayn wasn't sure what Niall was trying to say to him but he felt that it wasn't something that he wanted to hear.

        Niall sighed and looked at the phone. "Zayn, I love you...I do and I want you to know that. I don't know what I'm doing with my life and I don't want to hurt you...Something's happened with Harry" 

        The line went dead and Niall closed his eyes setting the phone down next to him. How could he let himself do the one thing that he promised himself he wouldn't do. He stood up from the bed walking into the kitchen seeing Harry cooking with Demitri on his hip. Both of them focused on the food in front of them. Demitri looked over his shoulder looking at his dad and smiled. 

        "Daddy we make eggs!"         

        "Your favorite" Niall attempted to smile. Harry set Demitri down letting him be free to roam and looked over at Niall. "After breakfast, I think it would be best that you leave" Niall needed to put as much space between he and Harry as he could. 

        "Niall...." 

        "Don't fight me on this, just please" Niall begged and Harry nodded turning back to the stove looking down at the eggs. 

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THEY KISSED. 

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

But Niall obviously doesn't want to do anything with Harry that will lead to his heart being broken again. Tell me what you guys think of his chapter, and what you think/or want to happen,

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