The Boy Next Door(A Chris Brown Story)

Chapter 11

Zoe P.O.V
I woke up feeling like I had to throw up I sat up in the bed and felt it come up I ran into bathroom and lefted the toilet set up just in time.After I was done throwing up I brushed my teeth and washed my face I went back into my room and looked at the clock on my dresser it was six am.I sat on my bed and just looked at all my boxes I couldn't believe I was leaving.I grabbed my phone off my night stand next to my bed and called Chris."Hello"Chris said still sounding sleep "Can I come over"I said sounding sad "Yeah I coming to the door now"Chris said sounding like he was getting out of the bed "Im leaving now"I said hanging up the phone.I put my fuzzy slippers on and grabbed my teddy bear off my bed and headed over to chris house.When I got to chris house I knocked on the door and he opened it right away "Hey baby"Chris said rubbing his eye "Hey"I said looking down "Come in"Chris said grabbing my hand "Is your mother here"I said looking around the house "No she had a meeting to go to why"Chris said looking at me weird "Oh no reason"I said shaking my head."Come lay down with me"Chris said grabbing my hand then leading me upstairs to his room.I have to tell him I cant keep it in anymore I thought to myself as I walked up the stairs.When we got to his room Chris went and layed down in the bed I just sat and edge and ran my fingers through my hair"Babe you okay"Chris asked "Yeah Im fine"I said turning around knowing I was lying because I wasnt okay.I cuddled next to chris and layed my head on his chest."Baby I love you"Chris said playing in my hair then kissing me on the forehead "I love you too"I said listening to his heart beat.

Chris P.O.V
Something was up with Zoe she was acting really weird and she wouldnt tell me what was wrong with her."I have something to tell you"Zoe said sitting up "What is it"I said looking worried "I cant tell you but I hope what I am about to do right now will tell you"Zoe said grabbing the teddy bear my aunt gave me off the dresser."This is you"Zoe said pointing to the teddy bear with a hat on "And this is me"Zoe said pointing to the teddy bear  that had a pink bow on its ear."Okay"I said looking confused .I didnt understand what she was trying to tell me through the teddy bears I was so lost."Do you get it"Zoe asked looking like she wanted to cry "No"I said feeling lost more then ever."Im leaving"Zoe said starting to tear up "Dont cry I'll just see you later"I said getting up off the bed "No Chris Im leaving as in moving to new york I accepted a job offer"Zoe said looking down at her hands"Congratulations baby when do you leave"I said smiling."I leave today"Zoe said getting out of the bed.The smile on my face just dropped "When the fuck was you going to tell me this"I said getting mad "Chris I-I-I"Zoe said stuttering over her words "Im waiting for a fucking answer"I said sitting down on the bed "I was going to tell you yesterday"Zoe said looking down "Tell me yesterday why the fuck didnt you tell me this when you accepted the job"I said clenching my jaw "I was going to you but I got scared"Zoe said crying "So you rather wait until the day your fucking leaving to tell me some shit like this"I said wanting to throw something but I stopped myself."Im sorry Chris"Zoe said grabbing my hand but I pulled it away "You obviously don't feel sorry because you wouldnt of waited until the day you were leaving to tell me this bullshit"I said getting up from the bed "Chris I thought you would understand"Zoe said wipping her tears "Maybe my friends was rite  I should of just fucked you and kept it moving like the rest of the niggas"I said out of anger but I really didnt mean it. "Chris you dont mean that"Zoe said sitting down down on the bed "You know what I dont mean that  but I do mean this fuck you and Im done"I said putting my sneakers on "Chris Im sorry"Zoe yelled getting up from the bed walking towards me "Dont touch me"I said getting up.Now Zoe and I are face to face her eyes were puffy and red from crying but I didnt care I wanted her to feel the same pain I did."Chris do you love me"Zoe said looking into my eyes "No I dont"I said snatching the necklace I gave her off her neck and tossing it across the room."Chris fuck you"Zoe said going to pick up the necklace off the floor. "Im done"I said slamming the door behind me.

Zoe P.O.V
I couldnt believe Chris said those things to me I felt like I was dying my head was pouding I felt sick to my stomach I wanted to throw up.I sat on the floor and looked at the necklace and cried into my hands.I sat on the floor and cried for what seemed like hours "Are you okay"someone asked  walking into the room.I looked up and it was Joyce "No Im sorry"I said running out of the house.I couldn't go home crying so I walked around the block in my pjs until I stopped I should of listened to everyone and just told chris I thought to myself as I walked around the block.When I got in the house Eboni was bringing her boxes downstairs "You look at hot mess were where you I was looking for you"Eboni said coming down the steps "I was with Chris"I said holding back tears "Oh the moving guys are coming to get the boxes and take them to the airport so make sure everything is packed"Eboni said sitting the box she was carrying at the front door "Okay"I said running upstairs.When I got in my room I grabbed my black baggy sweatpants and my gray sweatshirt that said Cold Gold in golden writing on it out of my dresser.After I got my outfit together I went into the bathroom and turned on my ipod then the bath water.Before I got in the shower I  put on keep ya head up by tupac then I got in the shower.Tupac always seemed to help me through the hard times but this time it wasnt working I just sat in the shower and let the water hit me as I cried.