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Bad Liar - Natasha

Requested by Perfect-LittlePeach  hope you like it xxxx

Oh, hush, my dear, it's been a difficult year

And terrors don't prey on

Innocent victims

Trust me, darling, trust me darling

Natasha had seen it coming for ages now but for some reason it didn't stop her from being in shock. But she had seen it coming! She also knew why and what had caused it. It had started off with Natasha working too hard, spending most of her time on missions she volunteered to go on. If she wasn't on a mission she was in her little, stuffy office with her eyes glued to the screen writing up a mission report. or if she wasn't on a mission or writing up a mission report, she was pushing herself in the training room. This didn't help her relationship with Y/n, that had only been going on for a few months, as Y/n would be constantly worried sick about her. She always tried to force Natasha out of the training room or out her office. Or she begged Natasha to take a day or two off instead of tiring herself out with all these missions. But Natasha being Natasha, she just kept pushing Y/n away and reassuring her that she could handle it. But Y/n knew deep down that not even Steve the super soldier could handle what Natasha was putting herself through.

It's been a loveless year

I'm a man of three fears

Integrity, faith and

Crocodile tears

Trust me, darling, trust me, darling

This past year it had got worse, Natasha start lashing out at Y/n. of course she wasn't abusive or anything like that. Natasha loved Y/n dearly and it always killed her that she knew she was hurting Y/n but she couldn't help it. They began to have more and more arguments. Y/n loved Natasha just as much as Natasha loved her and she didn't want to lose her. So the only person she felt that she could turn to was her best friend Wanda. Seeing as Nat spent all her time, mainly in the training room, meaning she hardly got any sleep, well none. Wanda tried to convince Y/n to give up on helping Natasha and that she will come around eventually. To do this Wanda always took her out when she could, whenever it was to a bar, a restaurant or a walk in the park. In all honesty it did help Y/n forget about all the chaos that was taking place in the compound with her and Natasha. It cleared her mind. That is until she arrived back at the compound, then all hell broke loose like always. And Y/n was getting tired of it. All her anger and emotions were building up inside of her. It was like a massive monster was continually towering over her. But little did she know that Natasha was dealing with a bigger and much more terrifying monster.

So look me in the eyes

Tell me what you see

Perfect paradise

Tearing at the seams

The two lovers still remember that dreaded day clear as day. Carol had visited for a couple of days. her and Y/n were always close and had gotten closer whenever Carol would visit. They even started seeing each other as sisters. So when Y/n heard that Carol would be visiting them shortly she couldn't wait and she thought Carol would be the perfect distraction to what was going on with her and Natasha.

Her and Carol had just walked through the front door of the compound clutching onto their sides gasping for air, laughing at each other they made their way to the kitchen where they continued their conversation they were having whilst on a walk in the near by park. She did the usual thing which was walk past Y/n not even acknowledging her. Well today Y/n had enough and unlike Wanda, Carol had advised her to stick up for herself as it wasn't healthy to deal with this all by herself. As Natasha made her way to their shared bedroom with Y/n not far behind storming up towards her. As they both entered the room Natasha went straight to the attached bathroom and slammed the door shut infront of Y/n's face. "Nat we need to talk. Now!" Y/n demanded from the other side of the door.

"Not right now" Natasha sighed as her body slide down the door as she sat down on the cold, hard bathroom floor.

"Yes now! I'm sick of your bullshit. You always avoid me. You're always pushing yourself. You're always working late. You're not eating properly. You're not taking care of yourself!" Y/n yelled whilst trying to hold back her tears, trying to stay strong like Carol told her.

"You don't get it Y/n I need to train hard. I need to go on all of these missions. I need to work late." Nat yelled back as she swung the bathroom door open to face her teary eyed girlfriend.

"Why though" Y/n choked finally releasing all her tears and emotions.

I wish I could escape

I don't wanna fake it

Wish I could erase it

Make your heart believe

"Because I'm trying-" Nat kept her firm and loud tone but stopped mid sentence hesitating whether she should reveal the truth or not.

"What Nat"

"Because I've been getting death threats ok Y/n. God! You happy now"

"No I'm not but I'm happy that you've finally told me the reason why. But you don't need to train this much you can kick anyone's arse (ass - Im British) and I'm here to protect you."

"It's- it's it's not me that people are threatening to kill" Nat mutters just loud enough for Y/n to hear.

"What"

But I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know
Now you know
I'm a bad liar, bad liar
Now you know, you're free to go (go)

"They're threatening to kill you. That's why I've been mad at you going out late with Wanda because they've caught photos of you out with her and sent them to me. No note. No nothing. Just a picture of you. do you know how scaring that is. To know someone's watching something that means the world to them and they can do nothing to protect them"

The whole room went silent. Both girls didn't know what to say or whether to say anything.

"Y/n I hate to do this but I feel like I cant protect you and I feel like this is the only way. I'm sorry hut we-"

"No! No! Don't you dare finish that sentence Natasha Romanoff."

"I'm sorry but this is he only way I feel like I'm p[protecting you. It kills me to do this but we have to end this"

Y/n didn't want to say anything she just left the love of her life stand there alone in her room. As Natasha let the love of her life walk out the down that easily. It killed her inside but she knew it was the right decision. She thought she was going to have a future with Y/n, but now that dream seemed impossible.

I only did the first verse and the first chorus cause I didn't know what to write for the rest of it and I wanted to make it good not just make up a whole bunch of stuff as I went along so if you want me to do a part 2 let me know. Hope you enjoyed xxxx

EveAndEve I think you requested this a long time ago cause I was just going through my imagines and I got to the Peggy one and I saw you commented the exact comment I don't know  whether they're both you're accounts 😂😂 I'm not good with technology but I thought I would tag you in it just in case xxx