Worries - Peggy (request)

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Hope you like it SWEETheart_ASSassin XX

Reader's POV:

Today has been one of those days where at the end of it I just want to get changed into a onesie, get into bed, eat junk food and watch movies with my beautiful girlfriend. AND CUDDLE! (She really is a vision of a woman, sorry I feel like I'm cheating on Nat here saying that) Today I've been on my feet non-stop, running around doing errands for Tony along with Pepper. Worst of all I haven't even seen Peggy today. Well I have seen her round the compound but usually if I'm busy and walk past her I  normally give her a quick kiss on the cheek to let her know that she is visible to me. But today I didn't even have time to give her a quick smile as I was being pulled and dragged all around the place.

I feel really bad. Peg has been going through something, involving work. It's been really stressing her out. Of course she won't tell me what the problem is, I mean it's Peg. She says she doesn't want to worry me but keeping it all to herself is going to drive her crazy. Although she acts fine, I know my girlfriend, she's really worried and scared about something but she won't tell me what!

~ le time skip to nighttime ~

Peg said she would join me later for movie night once she finished off one last bit of work and she told me to start the movie without just in case she took a bit longer than expected.

I started the movie and now I was about half way through, although I felt like I couldn't last any longer as my eyes began to feel heavy. I started to fall asleep but I woke myself up when I realized the Peg still hadn't come up to bed yet. I don't know what happened but I got up to go find her but my legs refused to leave the comfort of my bed and I collapsed on top of the covers, with sleep slowly taking over me.

I don't know how long I was asleep for but the next thing that happened was I heard the movie playing the back ground being turned off and then I felt was the bed dip beside me, I opened my eyes slightly to see my girlfriend lying in bed but with her back to me. Shit! Is she angry with me? Have I upset her? I was so tempted to wrap my arms around her, but held myself back, too scared that it was a bad idea if she was annoyed with me. So I just went back to sleep. Well I tried to.

~ tiny le time skip ~

I couldn't get back to sleep. How could I when the thought of Peggy being angry, upset or annoyed with me? So I decided to just put my arm around her, because if she was annoyed with me the best and possibly the only reason was because I didn't give her any attention today. Well I was about to but  all I felt was an empty space. No Peggy.

I looked up to see a sight that broke my hearts into a million pieces. There was Peggy pacing back and forth at the end of our bed, tears streaming down her red cheeks with her hand over her mouth trying to stifle her sobs trying to prevent waking me up.

"Peg?"

"Oh bugger, I'm sorry I woke you!" she choked

"No no Peg you didn't wake me, oh god I'm so sorry I practically ignored you today I didn't mean to it's just bloody Tony got me running round doing jobs. It killed me inside every time I walked past you and couldn't smile at you or give you a kiss!" I rambled.

"No! Don't you dare blame yourself it's not that! It's not you!"

"Then tell me whats wrong Peg, you're really scaring me. Tell me what's worrying you, you know you can tell me anything" I cried. Both of us with tears streaming down our cheeks.

"I know! It's - it's..."

"Shhhh, take your time ok" I cooed whilst wiping her tears and my tears away.

"I just me and Steve have been tracking this highly skilled group of Hydra agents for a few months and umm then we lost them and they're last known destination was not to far away from here"

"Listen to me ok I know youre scared of them attacking us but-"

"Its not just that" she cut me off

There was a moment of silence whilst I waited for her to try and get her words out.

"I'm scared, no I'm terrified that I won't be able to protect you. Because I love you so much and my worst fear is losing you and I can't bear that nightmare coming true."

OH MY GOD! She said she loves me this is the first time she ever said that. keep it cool Y/n, keep it cool! Oh what the heck I don't care anymore. Peg opened her mouth to say something but I cut her off by grabbing her and pulling her close to me. Falling back on the bed. Now we are lying back down with Peggy lying on my chest clinging onto me, with my arms wrapped round her whilst she sobbed into my chest.

"You listen to me Peggy Carter, you are never getting rid of me you hear me? I love you so much!" I choked whilst I kissed her head. "Now get some sleep ok, I'm here, I'm not going anywhere"

"I love you more Y/N Y/L/N" she whispered.

"Not possible!" I giggled.

I might have cried whilst wrong this I hoped you liked it xxx

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