Like Father Like Daughter

Reality

It was true. What Hidan said was nothing but the truth. It hurts when he says it but I knew all along. There's no denying the fact that I'm nothing but a disappointment.

I don't belong anywhere. Not here, not Konoha, not this world. If I could erase all my memories I'd do it in a heartbeat but whose to blame them or myself.

I dismiss myself from the table I'm still faking a stern face but I'm breaking inside. Quite literally. I gaze at the stars. I'd have found them stunning in another life. To me right now they look like nothing but grey dots in the sky. 

I hummed a song I use to sing when I was searching for my father. Before I knew it I was singing the lyrics:

And I was runnin' far away
Would I run off the world someday?
Nobody knows
Nobody knows, and
I was dancing in the rain
I felt alive, and I can't complain but now take me home
Take me home where I belong
I can't take it anymore

Something wet dropped on my hand. I looked in the mirror and I was crying. Actually crying. Pathetic little me, I shouldn't let emotions become the best of me. I harshly rub my face with the back of my hand. 
"May chan it's ok to cry"
I hastily turn towards the door. Oh this is bad...it's Tobi.
"I-I was not crying"
"But tobi saw you crying May chan"
I walk towards Tobi and stretch out my pinky finger.
"Tobi and May chan will keep this a secret ok"
"OK"

Tobi and I pinky promised and I'm sure he wouldn't break it. I believe him. I cannot let anyone find out I cried. It would be absolutely humiliating. Especially to Hidan he would love to hear it and use it against me.

But I am  human. Is it not normal for humans to cry once in a while. Life's so complicated just when you think you know all about it there you go pondering wether it's what you thought or not. To this day I still think of all the different outcomes my future could have had if I didn't mess it all up. 

"Goodnight Tobi"

"Goodnight May chan, if you need anything Tobi is here"

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8pm oh shoot I woke up late. Does crying make you sleep more? Who cares I need to get up. I quickly do a shower and get changed into a red kimono. I make my ways to the kitchen when I hear two members talking secretly. By the voices I could tell it was Itachi and Kisame. I could only quite make out what they where  saying. It was something to do with orochimaru and the leaf village. This felt really wrong. 

"May, I know your there", Itachi said without moving his eyes.

I step out and stand next to Itachi.

"Sorry but I wanted to hear"

He nodded and continued to talk. Itachi doesn't talk much but when he does everyone listens very closely even if it's for 10 seconds those words are very effective. 

"My younger brother Sasuke has killed Orochimaru after having seeked for his help"

No way. It can't be. Sasuke Uchiha the same one who was with me in team 7. Looks like I'm not the only way who went down the dark path.

"Why would he do that?"

"He's weak and wants to kill me"

Of course Sasuke has always shown such hatred towards to Itachi. I would have too if he was responsible for my clans massacre but I'm sure there must be a reason behind Itachi's doing. After all he does things for a reason be it good or bad.

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After the talk I went straight to the training centre. It's been Two hours since then and I'm still here working hard as ever for no apparent reason. 

Konan comes in and tells me Pain is awaiting my presence. I follow Konan to Pains office room and see him behind his desk on his chair.

"May ,I have assigned you an important mission"

"Yes sir"

"To assassinate Sasuke Uchiha"

My eyes grow wild. Is he being serious, what has he got to do with the jinchurikis.

"Sir what has he got to do with any of our plans?"

"Why do you have a problem?"

"N-no sir of course not, if it's what you wish I shall complete the mission"

"Good, he'll be a future threat to the Akatsuki better to get rid of him now"

I walk out the door. Not knowing how to comprehend with what has just happened right now. What will Itachi think? I know he has said he has no connection whatsoever with Sasuke anymore but he knows that's his blood. And my past team mate.

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Hope you enjoyed the chapter sorry for the realllllly long wait lol.

The song May was singing is from the song called 'runaway'  by Aurora. It's a very beautiful song I would really recommend you to hear :)

Word count:835 words.

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