Inescapable History, Inescapable Fates

FUZZ

Alex's Journal

Things I remember

Henry said he was going to change rooms because I was acting "mean" and he's an over-sensitive fucking baby (and kinda a babe)
I should probably be nicer to the target (maybe) (will be very difficult)
I didn't see Henry all day which means he was actively avoiding me because it's not a big school.
Zahra yelled at me after school because Nora TOLD her I had already fucked up.
I fucked up so bad.
Fuck.
Going to Randy's Pub with two other first years (Craig & Daniel?) intending to get as drunk as fucking possible.
Getting as drunk as fucking possible.
Taking edibles with that girl.
Going home with that girl???
God (possibly a hallucination)
FUZZ
Waking up in my bed at noon, and taking the water and Advil on the nightstand.
There is a note on my bed stand that says "call the woman back who called you last night."
It is not in my handwriting.
Henry's stuff is still here?
I cannot find my wallet.

Things I don't know

Is Henry going to continue being my roommate?
Did I fuck the mission up?
Is Zahra sending Luna?
How would they even pull that off? As a teacher? A gay Latino teacher? With Sandhurst's "British sensibilities?"
Sandhurst's British Sensibilities can suck my fucking dick.
Did I have sex with that girl?
I really really hope I didn't
How much weed did I take?
Did Henry see me drunk?
Who left the Advil and the note?
Do I have different handwriting when drunk?
Who is the woman?
Do I have different handwriting when high?'
Did I hallucinate a woman and then write that note?
Where is my wallet?
Should I tell Zahra I lost my wallet?
Do I have class today?
Fuck I definitely did three hours ago.

One. I may have screwed up, but Henry is still here.

Two. I don't remember anything important from last night.

Three. I need to find my fucking wallet.