The first story in the Ryan Family Series!
Navy Winters had her life all figured out and then everything blew up in her face in a matter of minutes. Her boyfriend passed away suddenly and here she is six months pregnant and has no one to turn to and...
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When Kash entered me I felt at home. All of my grief and stress just disappears.
I know we aren't being careful with him not wearing a condom but he forgot to pick up some and well I mean I'm on the pill.
As he moves in and out slowly my lower half is in love and I don't think I'm far off from there myself and I feel like this isn't the time to tell him.
"Yesss Kash! I'm close." I gasp out grabbing his bicep.
"Good because I am too." He said before leaning down to kiss me. When his tongue enters my mouth I scratch my nails into his back and I begin to convulse under him.
He moves in and out faster until he lets go and I feel his warm fluids fill up my insides.
He collapses easily on top of me and buries his face into my neck. "You are amazing Navy." He said.
He leans up to look at me and I pull him down to me and our lips collide again sloppily.
Afterward, I had gotten up and went to the bathroom to clean up when I heard Lanie crying.
"I got her Navy!" Kash said.
Once I cleaned up and washed my hands I went to Lanie's room to make sure she was ok.
Kash looked up and smiled as he was rocking Lanie back to sleep rubbing her back.
I went back to the bedroom and fixed the bed covers and laid down on my side cutting the tv on until Kash came back.
Around five minutes later he walked back into the bedroom. "She had a dirty diaper so once I changed it she was ready to go back to sleep." He said getting in bed.
He leaned over and puckered up his lips. "Thank you for that. It was as amazing as you are."
I kissed him a few more times. "Thank you! I have to say something. When you enter me I feel full of course but I feel all of my stress and grief just fall away Kash."
"I'm glad I can do that for you. Anytime that I'm with you I'm not grieving. I think Morgan would have wanted it that way." He said kissing me again.
"I hope they are friends up there." I smile at him.
"I would like to think so. Well, we better get some sleep bug will wake us up early plus we have to work." He yawned.
"Yes, I'm sleepy. Nite Kash." I smile at him.
"Nite Navy." He kissed me again and then snuggled against my back and we fell off to sleep.
The next morning around 6:30 am Lanie woke us up screaming.
"I will go get her," Kash said.
"And I will go downstairs and make her some food," I said getting up and grabbing my robe.
I got her baby rice and oatmeal ready to eat and Kash brought her down dressed in a cute little outfit and a bow in her hair. He's getting better at dressing her.
He put her in the high chair and I sit down to feed her.
"I'm going to go shower while you do that and then you can take one and I'll watch her." He said.
"Ok sounds good. Thanks for dressing her! She looks cute." I smile.
Once Lanie is fed she is banging on the high chair with her little fist giggling while I clean up the mess.
I grab a yogurt and swallow it down fast when Kash walks back down. "Come on Lanie bug let's go play while momma gets ready." He said picking her up and taking her to the living room to play blocks.
I head upstairs and shower quickly and put my hair up and throw on minimal makeup. Grab a pair of jeans with holes in them and a t-shirt that says Everlasting Inc.
When I make it downstairs Lanie is standing up and Kash is trying to get her to walk. When I walk into the room and say her name she looks at me and takes a couple of steps.
"Omg, she's walking!" Kash laughs.
"My baby is walking Kash! Come on Lanie come to mama." I said.
Lanie stops and sits on her butt and claps her hands. Kash picks her up and places kisses all over her face. "I'm so proud of you baby." He said.
I watched them together and it warms my heart how he has stepped up as her daddy even though he doesn't have to.
I had a feeling that I was in love with him but that just sealed the deal for me. I for sure love him and I need to tell him.
Kash carries Lanie out to her car seat and buckles her in. He gave me a quick kiss and jumped on his bike to head on to the shop while I take Lanie to April.
Once I drop her off I stop and pick up some doughnuts and head to the shop. When I walk in Dom smirks at me.
"You guys want a doughnut?" I ask.
"Well hell yeah we do. Why do you think I'm following you?" Dom laughs.
We all eat a doughnut before the first guy comes in. Hoss gets started right away.
I walk to the back and find Kash looking for something. "Hey what are you looking for?" I ask him.
"Your lips." He laughs.
"Seriously?" I ask after kissing him.
"I ordered new ink I know I did but I can't find it." He said.
"Oh, I put it all over here. That way I could keep a count on the stuff you guys need and order before it ever gets low." I said walking over to a closet door opening it.
"Well, you are something else aren't you? What would I do without you Navy?" He smiles.
"I hope to never find out Kash," I said pulling him in for a kiss and I didn't care who saw us.
