Lᴀsᴛ Wɪsʜᴇs ♥︎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑛𝑔♥︎

why?

Days are passing, my days are going fast that I never wanted them to be, I'm drowning in darkness full of sorrow, and It's eating me.

Felix told me everyone was busy with their work, it was hard to find a perfect day to call all of them... I have only less than 15 days with me, to admit to the hospital after that, God knows what will happen

I was sitting on a couch just like a regular day, Minho came and I couldn't have the strength to stand, I felt so weak.

I smelled girls perfume, that comes from Minho, really minho?? Are you dating someone?? Jena? Not her, she is total Plastic, I couldn't let my man go for some plastic, search for a better person min.

My pain was growing but I want to spend my time with Minho, I took medicine and went back to our bedroom, Minho was taking a bath, I closed my eyes and thought about everything.... How my life was going, how I'm going to disappear from everyone's life, just like a petal from flower. How can you love someone Minho? How can you? The saddest thing in the world is to love someone who used to love you endlessly.

I can't see him with others, I saw him coming and laid beside me, ... I want to cry... Everything seems to opposite to me, why? Why did Everything happen to me?? Why I can't live with my love? Why there's no hope of living inside me..

I was crying, I know, he knew I'm crying, I couldn't hold my sobs, as I stood up and left our room I ran towards the couch and sat there, my face buried in between my knees and my chest, sobbing, and crying my eyes out "why this all has to happen only with me?"

Minho's POV

I heard him crying, it was a lie if I said I'm not worried, I saw him taking medicines, he looks pale, he got skinny more, he looks so weak, he doesn't even eat properly, it's just like he is not jisung ones he used to be, bubbly one.

I want to hold him, I want to say all the things but I can't.

After 10 days, I got a call from changbin he said, they are having a party at his home, it's just us including jisung, I know they weren't talking to jisung but I think they are okay... Now

"We are going to changbins home for the party," I told him, he looked at me from tv which I know he didn't even watching but just staring at it

I saw how his eyes got wide and finally smiled

"Okay," he said

"Why me?!