Lᴀsᴛ Wɪsʜᴇs ♥︎𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑠𝑢𝑛𝑔♥︎

I'm sorry

Everyone was already in Felix and changbins sharing apartment, Minho and jisung came and all were looks unhappy seeing jisung, but Felix was the first one to greet him and hug him, which makes jisung felt at ease.

Both Minho and jisung sat on a couch, jisung ignoring all whispers and glares that he's receiving

"So are we gonna drink or something??" Hyunjin asked excitedly

"Jinnie, not now! We are not here to hear you rambling about your life!" He said and smacked his boyfriend, hyunjin

"Ow" he pouted

"No drinks today guys! We are here to spend time with eight of us" Felix said, earning an 'ahhh' 'no's' from everyone

"But why is he here?" Jeongin said looking at jisung

"Hey that's rude" Felix warned

"He is here to hang out as well, stop with this now he is still our friends"

"Who said he is our friend? I don't know someone like him" seungmin said rolling his eyes

Jisung was on the urge of crying, looking at his beloved ones who hates him now, no one ever wants this right. Felix knew how jisung was feelings, jisung , Felix, seungmin, and jeongin were the best friends, and they act like jisung never existed in their life. It hurts to Felix, they even know what they are missing and how jisung is mourning.

They all decided to watch a movie, all took their seats. Felix went to the kitchen leaving changbin whining
"I will come, Binnie, just wait a moment, I'm going to make popcorns for all of us," he said and pecked changbins lips and left signaling jisung to follow.

Jisung got a signal and followed Felix into the kitchen.

"Can't you tell them? I'm angry to see them targeting you"

I shook my head "no, they have a right to"

"But you didn't do anything jisung!" He shouted I shushed him, he was too loud "talk slowly, I don't want them to hear"

"Okay!" He sighed

"I-i want to say something," I told him, I was nervous, I was too nervous how he's gonna react....even I'm speechless, that's not what I want at this stage, that's not how I want it to be, why this all happening now?

"Hmm tell me, are you feeling sick, do you wanna go to ho.."

"I'm p-pregnant"

"Whaa..?" His jaw dropped, he was sad, happy I can't, even I don't know how I feel happy? Sad, crying

"No, you can't! Seriously? You should tell Minho ji please"

"No, I can't"

"Why?? Don't make me angry ji, he has all rights to know about you about his baby, he loves you, give him chance, we are all here to know, to help, we could find a way, it's not time to feel sorry for everything, it's not your fault, you don't have to feel sorry for us, we will be happy to have you, can you please tell him" he said, tears were making their way from my eyes, I choked on a sob, it makes me feel guilty more

"It's my fault I went with him to his home with my consent"

He hugged me "do what you want," he said and we walked towards all

Jisung sat beside Minho, Minho saw Jisungs stained eyes 'he cried?' he asked himself. Jisung was deep in his thoughts. In the book of life, the answers aren't in the book you have to find it, and jisung can't find it, he thought keeping it a secret from everyone will be a good choice, but he was wrong. If he left, and then Minho knew about Everything he will be guiltier than jisung, he will blame himself for not looking at his love who was suffering from kidney failure.

He shook his head, he doesn't want that, he already hurted him, he doesn't want to hurt him more, his seventh wish was to make a family with Minho and it's going to happen Felix was right, what he said was all right, he was being selfish, he did make a mistake going with his ex's home but what happened next wasn't his fault.

One day you are going to wake up and realized you should have tried "I'm being selfish?" He mumbled but that didn't get ignored by Minho

"Huh?" He asked confused, he wasn't watching a TV he was so worried for jisung

Jisung looked at Minho with teary eyes "am I selfish?" He asked again this time he was louder, he stood up "I am selfish aren't I?" He asked again, crying, and sobbing, his voice seems so weak

"What are you talking about?" Bingo asked confusedly, he was sure something is going on with jisung

Felix stood up and walked towards jisung and holds him
"Ji, take a sit we will talk," he said

Minho looks more confused, something is going with these two

Jisung shrugged it "if I say, 'I'm okay' I want someone to look into my eyes, h-hug me t-tight and say 'i know you are not'... Will you say that to me?" He asked

All were looking at them, this was so hurtful for Felix, knowing his best friend is going to die soon if he would have tried it soon maybe he can still be with him, but it's too late, he was crying and sobbing, changbin was right there to hold him, he didn't know what was happening but he knew something is bad to happen

"W-what is going on?" Minho asked seeing how Felix and jisung crying, minhos eyes filled with tears too

"Tell me!" He yelled

Jisung was breathing fast, he felt heavy, he was shivering, his head spinning he felt the need of oxygen, his pain on his stomach was making it hard, he fell but Minho was fast to hold him

Jisung felt week but he has to make his last three wish to come true even though one of the wishes wasn't going to happen

"I-I'm sorry to all t-thanks for coming" he looks at Minho and smiled, giving his heartful smile that took minhos heart "I'm sorry min, I'm sorry, I can't give you the family you want but ... I'm pregnant... Be Happy... Without me min, I love you" he said and pecked his lips and closed his eyes

"What... No no jisung!" Minho yelled but it was useless

His last two wishes are

'It be with his friends'

And

'To say love you to minho'

"Sometimes you hurt the ones who love you the most sometimes you hold the ones who leave you lost, and sometimes you learn but it's too late"