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Jisung POV

I woke up and again this time Minho wasn't here, how many days it's been when we last cuddled?? The day before that incident.. ofc
I missed his touch I missed his every breath against my skin, I missed him, I don't want to start my morning like this,
Just like other days this will be the same, but I want to cherish every moment, I didn't felt like going to work, I feel sick today, I took a bath and same routine.

The afternoon came and I had lunch, I felt good after taking my medication, I just got bored and I couldn't sleep so I just thought about cleaning our bedroom. I cleaned out the closet and wash curtains when I found a box, it has a speck of dust all over it, I took it
"Wow!!" After a long time, I found my box, I searched it for almost a year but I couldn't found it, it was here all the time, I put it it here when we shifted I think

I opened it, and a smile crept on my face, memories came back like I'm still in that moment

It was me and my family, when I had a flight to Korea, we took a photo, it was me, my mom and my dad and my two friends from Malaysia, after that my parents met me only once and they forgot about me, the second one was my and Felix pic, cake all over us, it was a moment when we accidentally dropped a cake but after that, we both throw at each other, blaming 'it's your fault' and his mom took a photo, "I missed him" I sighed and took our group photos, we all were happy as a group ot8 our others friends said, then Minho and my first photo we took when he asked me to be his boyfriend.

Lastly, there was a page, I wrote it with Felix when I came here I found Felix and he became my best friend, we got our first drink, when we were like 16 or something, we were underage but we were curious, that time he had a crush on changbin Hyung and they are boyfriends now,... We were sitting on a terrace of his house, at midnight, we were drunk but not that much we can still control ourselves. It was a memorable moment, my first drink with my best friend, it's fun even more when you are underage, we decided to write a wish list that we want to do in the future, we wrote it, we were just drunk nothing more and after that, we didn't even look at that page once we write our wishes on it..

How silly! Right?

I smiled, shaking my head how useless we were! It's old but it's just like the way I keep it in the box, I opened and saw... How I made my wishlist... I laughed reading it, we were drunk that's all I say, I've always wanted to see the magic sea that shines at night because of some kind of fungi.. I believed it's magic hehe...

I missed lix, I missed him... "Will he pick my call?" I asked myself, I know he wouldn't... Will he be missing me? How much he hates me now? He was the most hurt from all our friends when he found out I spent the night with my ex, he knew how he was, how he abused me .....

I called him finally, I just missed my best friend so much... I changed my number, he don't have it so he will gonna pick for sure

I was nervous as hell, after like half of the year I'm gonna hear his voice,

He picked up, I scream but in my mind, my heart racing faster, I couldn't control my tears after he speaks,

"Hello! Who?"

I missed him, I want to say hello, I want to say sorry, I want to say everything, I want my best friend but I couldn't.....

After about a whole one minute of me panicking, I ended our call, I cried.... I brought my knees hugging me, hands on knees, crying my eyes out, wishlist page was still in my hands.... I will meet you soon lix, I promise

Those last two wishes I never wrote, but I think it's the time... I took a pen and write

I will complete my wishlist,

I have to complete it

Barely a season I could see, barely every wish I could complete, I want to see you all smile,.... Before I go.... Not everyone is born to forgive .... Some are born to be forgiven

"It's my time to make you all smile"