I Have a Secret (Rapmonster Fanfic)

Scandalous

*Warning*
~cute smuttiness~

I got Oppa's text and stuck my tongue out at my phone.

"Miyako-chan, I'm going out again!" I called to Miyako-chan who was in the kitchen making ramen. "Yah! We bought groceries for a reason, make a salad or a sandwich or something."
"Hai hai, just go," she said with a laugh. I poked her in the face and left.
I made it to the trainee building and walked straight to the dance training room. I've learned by now that that's where he always goes when he calls me here.

"Oppaaaa, are you jealous?" I asked while swinging into the room. He looked up but didn't say anything. Instead he stood up and walked over to me.
"You spent all day with Hoseok and not me," he smirked, "You must be punished." He lunged toward me and started to tickle my sides. I shrieked, held his hands, and collapsed pulling him down with me. On the ground he still didn't stop. This is war. I tried desperately to tickle him, but it was hard. He was tickling me so much it was hard to pull my hands away from my sides, and when I did, it was hard to find where he was ticklish, but I found it. Oh I found it. He started laughing so hard I saw tears in his eyes and eventually he collapsed on top of me. I stopped then. My breath caught in my throat and not because he was heavy.

"O-Oppa..." I called.
"Hmm?" he asked and hugged me, causing me to blush.
"You're on top of me," I stated. He started laughing.
"Thank you Captain Obvious, I didn't know that," he laughed.
"Don't mock me!" I said blushing harder at the feeling if his laughter.
"Hey, Jagiya," Oppa breathed in my ear.
"H-hmm?" I asked while sucking in my bottom lip.
"Do you want to..." he cleared his throat.
"If... If you want to..." I said. Oppa looked at me and grabbed my chin. He leaned down and kissed me passionately. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He pulled away from me to take his shirt off and then pulled me up so I was straddling him. He kissed my upper neck and then my lips, his hands resting on the small of my back. I felt him grab the bottom of my shirt and then he pulled it off me. His expression became a bit pained when he saw the scars on my stomach, but seeing that none of then were new he tried not to let it get to him. He put my shirt with his and laid me down on the floor. I breathed in sharply at the way the coldness of the tile and Oppa's warm kisses on my collarbone and chest gave me goosebumps. He reached behind me and put his hand on the hook of my bra, looking at me for permission. I nodded and he unhooked my bra, putting it with our shirts. He then came up and kissed me deeply, pressing our bare chests together.

"Oppa," I breathed into his lips.
"Yes, 아름다운*?" he answered.
"The floor is really cold," I whined.
"Don't worry, we'll warm it up," he said before he kissed me again. He trailed his hand up my side and cupped my left breast. He gave it a little squeeze before he trailed his hand down my stomach and under the belt of my jeans. He slid his finger over my clitorus making me press myself against him even more. He smile and kissed my jaw, then my neck, then my chest, then my stomach. He pulled his hand out of my jeans and brought his face to my waist. He then unbuttoned and unzippered my jeans with his mouth. He pulled off my jeans and then my panties and started licking my clitorus.

"Oppaa," I moaned and laced my fingers through his hair. He reached up and held my left hand all the while never moving his face from my vagina. I leaned my head back and closed my eyes when all of the sudden he stopped. I opened my eyes again as he came up and pecked me on the lips.

"Jagiya," he called me, "suck me?"

I nodded and he guided my hands to his belt buckle. I slowly unbuckled his belt and undid his jeans. Needless to say I was nervous. This was our first time after all and I didn't know what to expect. I slid off his jeans and then his boxers leaving him fully exposed. My eyes zeroed in on his erection. I bit my lip and put it in my mouth. He moaned quietly and laced his fingers through my hair. I copied his earlier actions and reached up to hold his left hand. I continued to suck but not long after he pulled me off of him and laid me on the floor again.

"Jagiya, is it okay if we have sex now?" he asked me.
"Yeah," I replied, giving him my consent. He then started to finger me. I gave him a confused look, or, at least I tried to. It's hard to give someone a confused look when they're fingering you.

"I'm stretching you out so I won't hurt you," he clarified. I nodded to let him know I understood and he kissed me. After he thought I was sufficiently stretch out, he thrusted himself inside of me. It didn't hurt because he stretched me out and turned me on so much. As he thrusted I held on to him tightly like a baby koala, digging my nails into his shoulders and moaning over and over. Before I even realized it, I came, and shortly thereafter, Oppa did too. He laid down next to me and pulled me into his arms.

"I love you, Lissa," he told me.
"I love you too, Oppa," I replied.
"You have weird toes," he said.
"Yah! All toes are weird!" I said lightly smacking his chest. He started laughing and kissed me.
"Come on, as much as I don't want you to, we should put our clothes back on. Oh! Let me go get paper towels so we can dry off," he said and ran to the bathroom. He came out 5 minutes later with a whole stack of paper towels. We dried off, put our clothes back on, and went to our dorms.

*아름다운 - areumdaun - beautiful

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Ladies and gentlemen, learn from Namjoon. That is what consent looks like. I've read so many fan fictions with sex scenes that were actually rape scenes it saddens me. I hope you liked this, I've never written smut before but I wanted to try it.