I Have a Secret (Rapmonster Fanfic)

Let's Not Talk

BUT FIRST!
I'm holding an art competition! To participate you need to illustrate the girls in Miyako and Lissa's group (including Miyako and Lissa). They need to be illustrated individually. You may illustrate more than one but you must submit them individually. And please follow as closely to their bios as you can, whether or not their illustrations match their bio will be a major factor in the winners. There will be 5 winners at the most, but there may be less if one person wins more than once. DM your submissions to me. The contest begins today and ends at midnight on July 18 EST. I will ask the first place winner to be the illustrator for this story and/or any story I will write in the future, but if you win and don't want to be an illustrator then you can refuse. Also please send this to anyone you think would be interested or post it on your social media to spread the word. Thank you and good luck! Now back to the story.

The next day I woke up because I felt a vibration near my head. At first I thought it was a bug and sat up so fast I almost fell back over, then I realized it was my phone. Someone was calling me. I picked up my phone to see Oppa's name so I picked up.
"Hello?" I said groggily.
"Hey Lissa, where are you?" he asked.
"Miyako-chan decided to get all the girls from our group together so we could get to know each other better and we wound up sleeping over Eunmi and Hyebin's dorm," I explain, "why?"
"Because I finally had some time off and wanted to see you. I miss you," he said, sounding a little lonely.
"Where are you? I'll be there in 5 minutes tops." I miss him too.
"I'm waiting outside your dorm," he said. I hung up and left.

***

I ran to my dorm at top speed and got there in exactly 4 minutes. When I got to my door I saw Oppa standing in front of it facing the other way. I walked up to him slowly, not wanting to disturb him but at the same time wanting to reach out to him. He looked troubled but calm. He was so beautiful.

"Oppa?" I eventually called out. He turned to look at me and smiled. He reached for my hand and took it before leading me towards my door. I opened it and he lead me inside.
"Oppa, wha-" I started before he placed his finger on my lip.
"Sshh, I really missed you. I want to savor this moment with you. Let's not talk," he said, then he touched my chin and tilted my head up. I looked into his dark eyes that were full of longing and touched his cheek. As if there were invisible magnets connected to us, our faces slowly inched closer and closer until they were only centimeters apart. Oppa rubbed my cheek with his thumb and softly kissed me.

It felt like breathing fresh air after being somewhere with terrible pollution, or drinking a cold glass of water after being dehydrated. Kissing Namjoon Oppa was like he was breathing life back into me. After all this world wind of activity between my debut and his comeback, it finally felt like my mind was at peace. I felt him lay me down on the sofa, but I wasn't sure how long we'd been kissing. I felt him run his hands up and down my body, but he didn't attempt to go any further. I felt his muscles flex when he moved his hands. I felt everything with hypersensitivity. His lips felt softer, his muscles harder, his touch more gentle. Everything felt right in the world.

***

"Is that what you came for?" I asked breathlessly after he stopped kissing. We were laying on the sofa and he has his arms around me.
"Mostly. I missed you, I wanted to see you and touch you," he whispered, "Is that okay? After my comeback I'll be busy touring and promoting and won't be able to see you, and when you debut you'll be busy touring and promoting and won't be able to see me. If I miss you this much now, then will be like hell. I want to show you how much I love you while I can. I need you, Lissa. You are my strength."
"Of course it's okay, and you know I would do anything for you. If you miss me, I don't care how tired or busy I am or how late I have to stay up I will make time for you. I need you more than anything. You have kept me sane and happy from the moment I stepped into this building for the first time until now. Don't worry, I'm only a call or text away. I love you Oppa." I responded.
"I love you too," he said before he kissed my forehead. And we laid like that until we fell asleep.