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"Have A Drink With Me"

     I reluctantly made it to Severus'  and walked in to him sitting at his desk,

''Yes Severus?'' i ask not even making eye contact.

''Please.. sit'' He demands motioning to his black leather couch,

''Have a drink with me..'' he pleads.

''Severus i dont want a dri-''

He cuts me off ''Please Sirena..'' his face looks pained.

"Fine..'' i roll my eyes and takes a drink of the juice in front of me.

   ''Do you..actually love me?'' The silence was finally broken.

''Yes''

~what i didnt mean to say that~

''When.. did you fall.. for me?'' He asks with that same pain in his eyes.

''The day i injured myself, you took me to your chambers and cleaned my wound.. and then turned me away.. and then we slept together and afterwards... you made stars appear above us as we fell asleep''

~Wtf why did i say that??~

i looked down at my goblet and then i realized why i was spilling my guts.

''Severus no.. tell me you did not put Veritaserum in my juice!'' outraged i went to stand up and storm out '' How could you!''

He grabbed my wrist and pulled me in to where i couldnt move.

''Im sorry i betrayed your trust.. i had to know..''

Punching his chest i shouted ''You could have asked! you.. you could have asked..'' my shouting trailed off into a whisper, tears falling down my face.

He held me tight and whispered ''I love you too.. i had to make sure, i let you in and i dont let people in.. i had to be sure. Im sorry Sirena.''

He wiped the tears from my face and kissed me.

Just then, an unwelcome knock at the door, ''Quickly Siri, into the loo, DO NOT leave until i grab you,''

~Siri? i love that~

i smiled but was soon snapped out of it by Sev,

he grabbed my wrist, ''Siri, do as i say'', He pleaded.

I nodded and ran to the loo like he demanded.

The knock continued, Severus gave me a pleading glance, I shut the door and hid.

I heard 3 voices, Severus and the other 2?

Ive never heard their voices before..

I tried to get a better listen but i accidentally kicked over the trash bin 

~shit. Did they hear that.~

I heard the door slam and foot steps moving quickly toward me. Severus whips open the door

''You have to leave, im sorry but i cant explain.. i will.. in time but now, now you have to go'' He presses his forehead against mine and grabs my hands, ''Please trust me, its not safe at the present time, ill come for you i promise.''

A single tear fell from my eyes, ''I trust you Sevy.''

He lead me out of the room but before i passed to door, he pulled me in and kissed me deeply, ''I love you Siri.''

I started to cry

~why does he seem like he is saying goodbye~

''I love you too Sevy.'' I start walking down the corridor wiping the tears off my face onto my cardigan.

     "Sirena!!'' Em shouted, i turn to see Draco, Emily, and Pansy walking toward me.

Pansy grabs my hand, ''hey biotch, we are going to Draco's are you in?''

I nod and smile

''Also i didnt know you had tattoos on your thighs! Girl you should wear shorts more often!'' Pansy smirked and i laughed

''Yea i guess i should''.

Draco turned and looked annoyed, ''Can we go? My parents are waiting at the manor.''

Pansy punched his arm, ''We have to pack first''.

~pack? pack what?~

''hurry up, and pack a swim suit... we have a pool..'' He grew more annoyed.

Mine and Pansys eyes lit up '' A POOL??'' We exclaimed in unison and then ran back to the common room and packed our bags and joined Draco, Theo, Matteo and Blaise and headed to the manor.

~~

    We arrive at the manor to a beautiful woman,  the bottom half of her hair white while the top half of her hair being black, ''Hello, my name is Narcissa Malfoy, i am Draco's mother. You must be Emily, and Sirena?'' She asked with a smile.

''Yes ma'am'' we replied.

''Well welcome to our home, follow me, i'll lead you to your rooms for the night.''

Gracefully, Mrs. Malfoy lead us to our rooms one at a time until we reached my chambers for the night, ''Sirena dear, this will be your chambers for the evening, if you need anything, my chambers are the last door on the right.'' She said with a smile, '' Oh and Draco dear, Your father will be home for dinner and he sends his apologies for not being able to-''

mrs. Malfoy was cut off by a tall beautiful man, long length hair and blue eyes

~he is... beautiful.~

''That wont be necessary Narcissa, i have arrived. My trip was cut short un..expectedly.'' He stopped and smirked at me, ''i dont recall meeting you. My name is Lucius Malfoy.. Draco's father and you are?'' The beautiful man asked.

''Im Sirena Deveraux, sir.'' I replied with a smile.

''Yes Draco has told me all about you.''Mr. Malfoy replied

''Come on guys.. lets just go swimming. Go on get dressed'' Draco cut in.

"Ill have our house elf start dinner. '' Narcissa said smiling.

    We all got dressed and went toward the pool deck when Draco's dad grabbed my wrist, ''you have beautiful tattoos Ms. Deveraux'' Lucius said with a smile.

~they are just butterflies.. is he hitting on me?? He even said Draco has talked about me~

''Thank you Mr. Malfo-'' I tried to say but he cut me off,

''Please, call me Lucius''.

I smirked and walked out to the pool deck reveling a giant Olympic sized pool and my friends gathered around a table with alcohol.

''Rum?'' i questioned excitedly.

''Yes Deveraux you do know how to drink.. yes?'' He teased passing out shot glasses.

''We are all of age Sirena, the drinking age here is 16.. dont look so worried!'' Blaise exclaimed throwing his arm around me.

We all took about four shots when Matteo grabbed me, Draco grabbed Pansy, Theo grabbed Em and tossed us into the pool.

We played in the pool for about 2 hours when the house elf came outside to the patio and magically set up a long table and chairs and started to set the table for dinner.

I tried to keep up with the conversations we were having but at this point i had around 8-10 shots of the rum and i had slurred speech.

''Baby i think its time for you to go to bed'' Pansy said with a giggle.

''Yea ok! goodnight my beautiful people'' i said struggling to speak. Everyone laughed and said their goodnights.

   I wandered down the hall and opened the door to what i think is my room, but when i open it, i see Mr Malfoy smiling shirtless, he was getting ready for bed. ''Ms Deveraux...... what a surprise,'' He says.