Before my last breath

The rumour 📝💗

I stood behind Matt and tapped him on the shoulder. The butterfly's in my stomach had duplicated and produced babies. My whole head was full of adrenaline. My cheeks were blushing like crazy. I looked around to see people pulling out their phones others were recording out of their pockets. The greatest moment of my life was being filmed right then. Matt turns around and I feel like I am floating. A normal person would have just said " I have heard u like me wanna go out and get a drink." But this was more. I was not a normal person I was the fat girl that everyone made fun of and the hottest boy was about to say yes to me asking him out. I was about to show everyone's asses what I could do. I open my mouth and I say " I have heard rumours going around the school that you like me and then the popular group came over to me and told me that it was true. Everyone is always so mean to me but when I walked into school I knew that something was different. Everyone was being so nice to me. And now I know it's because they knew you had a huge crush on me. I would be the talk of the school and they all wanted to be my friends so they could hang around with you and me." I took a deep breath as I was feeling a little light headed. "So, do I even need to ask. It should probably be you asking but I will ask for you.Will you go out with me?!" I obviously knew the answer would be yes I turned around and saw everyone filming and smiling. Even Cleo was. God! My dumb ass was so giddy with confidence that if I had looked more carefully they were all smirking. I turned back to Matt " Don't leave me hanging Matt. Will you go out with me?" A smirk appeared on his face as cheering erupted from the cafeteria. No, wait it was laughing. The whole cafeteria was cackling with laughter I spun around suddenly realising what had happened. Matt then looks at me and says " You really think a boy like me fit, strong, hot looking would go out with a girl like you!?. A girl that is made of nothing but fat and food!" The humiliation was so bad. "But..but they said." I say pointing at the popular group. " You said that everyone was talking about it?" My eyes started to leak with tears as I realised what this was. I was the school joke. Everyone was in on it. Everyone except for me! The laugher started again, the insults were being shouted. The jokes were being created already. I felt sick, sick with humiliation, sick with tears, sick.. wait. It was not that, it was food sick.
I ran out of the cafeteria and into the bathroom. And that's the last of me that everyone saw before the summer holidays started.