What Loving You Is Like

You Are So Beautiful

He internally smiled at the name. It sounded so familiar, like a song that you've heard but you don't know where you heard it or when you heard it, it's just there. It brought back nostalgia of memories that never happened. It was peaceful. He looked at him for a moment, studying his features.

"Jotaro Kujo." He said back to Kakyoin. 

"Hey, I've heard about you!" Kakyoin said innocently, Jotaro just rolled his eyes, "you're the scary one that doesn't have feelings!". His eyes were almost sparkling. Oddly enough, the taller of the two didn't know whether to be offended or relieved. At least he knew him. 

"I do have feelings" Jotaro replied harshly.

"I know, I could really tell by what you did back there, thanks again," Kakyoin smiled sweetly, tilting his head to the side,   the bang on the his head moving with him. He looked so interesting, nothing like Jotaro had ever seen before. 

"..Just don't tell anyone about that. I don't want you messing up my image," Jotaro mumbled, even though it was still quite audible. Kakyoin looked up at him once more and frowned, he didn't talk for the rest of the trip to the nurses office. Jotaro knew he was too harsh, but decided to worry about it later, as he didn't want his teacher bitching at him for being late. As he walked back he couldn't help but think about the man. Everything about him was enchanting. He didn't know why he felt this way about someone he quite literally met 10 minutes ago, but he did.

And he kind of liked it.

It was a sweet feeling. Something new, a change in the routine. He could get used to this real quick. His aura was so relaxing. He smiled, but quickly went back to his neutral face.

Time Skip To Walking Home 

Jotaro was glad this day was over, he was actually tired to the point where he could take a nap. The day was so eventful, he was glad he met someone new, but he just wanted to go to sleep for now. He was practically about to pass out walking when something caught his eye. That same cherry red hair. It kind of surprised him. They were neighbors? He just blamed it on the 'small world' excuse. He mentally facepalmed that he didn't notice that the only person in Japan with red hair was his neighbor.

Jotaro didn't want to stare but couldn't help it. He observed as Kakyoin walked into his house, although he seemed to slow down as he approached. He looked quite...scared in fact. This was slightly concerning, but he didn't want to be nosy, so he turned away. Maybe it was his birthday and he doesn't like surprise parties or maybe he got a bad grade on a test. There was no need for him to think of the worst case scenario.

He finally got into his own house, Holly greeted him with a wave instead of her usual hug, noticing the boy looked exhausted. He went straight to his room, focusing on nothing else but sleeping. He just wanted to lay on his futon forever. As soon as he hit the soft Japanese bed, he fell asleep instantly.

He woke up in a field. Large trees and beautiful colorful flowers surrounding him. Clouds in the sky, but in the beautiful way. The air was warm and crisp. It felt like sensation upon his skin. He had never felt this calm in a while. He wasn't in his school outfit anymore, he was in comfortable more modern clothes. There was so much weight off his chest that he felt like he could fly if he wanted to. 

He decided to start walking and go under the giant tree to read a book about Marine Biology that he read almost religiously. He could recite the pages by heart. As he sat down he saw that same cherry hair. The hair that at this point he got used to. He wondered why the other was here, but shrugged it off. He knew this was a dream. He was completely in control. 

He wanted to just pause time and look at him. Take in everything about him, all of his features. Jotaro didn't even like the man romantically, he was just so fascinating, he had never felt this way before, about anyone, or anything. (except dolphins ofc). He took the time in the dream he had to use this as a pass to look at the man. His red lashed tilted down, as he was mid blink. It was so graceful, like he meant to look to enchanting. Everything about him entangled the black haired man into fantasies. What if they were friends. Or best friends. Or what if...

What if they were more...more than friends.

Jotaro shook the thought. He just met the poor guy, and he wasn't sure about his feelings yet. He didn't even think he was gay. It was just his mind coming up with scenarios...right? He hoped so. Oh dear god, he hoped so. He heard a sound. A very loud one at that.

And that, that was when he woke up. It was his alarm clock. He almost wanted to smash it but refrained from hitting it too hard. He had a history of breaking them due to anger or stress. He felt sad in a way. Though he also felt like shit, seeing as he didn't eat, and slept through the whole afternoon and night combined. He got ready, took a quick shower, brushed his teeth, and had just enough time to eat breakfast.

"Have a good day at school Jotaro!" Holly yelled from the kitchen. 

"Yare yare daze," He said annoyed. He didn't even feel like talking shit to his mother. He just wanted to get to school. He wanted to know more about the boy that he met on the rooftop. He was fascinating.

As he began to arrive to school, the normal school girls started piling around him. He scoffed, he was a fool for getting his hopes up. They probably forgot or something yesterday. Maybe they had better things to do. He hated women. Ironic, huh.

He entered class, the girls that annoyed him to his core waved goodbye and went to their classes. He was early today. And for good reason. Kakyoin.

Speaking of Kakyoin, he was right there. In the back of the class. A few seats away from Jotaro, who sat at the window. He felt stupid for not being able to notice that bright red hair. He walked over to Kakyoin, who had a few bandages on his face. He looked up at Jotaro and gave a soft smile. Jotaro couldn't help but smile internally. He looked peaceful.

"How's your bruises?" Jotaro said softly, still keeping his neutral face, there were people around this time.

"They're good, thanks," He said softly, smiling a bit, but his eyes looked sad "How are you on this lovely morning?".

"I'm good," He sighed, looking off toward the right of him. Lost in thought. Though a sound snapped him out of it. It was a laugh. A sweet, short, laugh. 

"I didn't think I would ever see anyone like you this distracted, what's on your mind?" Kakyoin chuckled.

'You'

"Nothing." Jotaro replied.

"Ah I see," Kakyoin smirked a little as he laughed quietly to himself. 

'What a big baby'