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Chapter-24

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SHEHNAAZ'S P.O.V-

When I decided to come to Lisa's house, I thought it was safe and away from Sidharth. I didn't think he would find me so soon. Hell I didn't think he would come looking for me at all. I don't know why is it so difficult for Sidharth to understand , I want a divorce. I wont take him back ever. Yes, I am hurting, I will probably cry to sleep every night but I would rather cry than go back to him. I have never felt so much pain in my life. I tried to be strong but I cant , I just cant . Its too painful. He broke me, broke me to the extent where I think I cant ever be healed. He crushed my heart into small small pieces which are now hard for me to collect and join them again and move on.

I know he will be back here in a weeks time. I need to be out of here by then. He will probably send people to come and guard me that means if I have any chance to get out of this mess, I need to leave tonight.

"Lisa I am sorry for what Sidharth did. I didn't know he would follow me here. I didn't mean to bring any problems here. I will leave tonight."

"Shehnaaz I understand that you are hurt my friend. But what I saw in that man's eyes today was regret, he loves you. Is he stupid? Yes. He is an idiot for what he did but he acknowledges it and wants to make things right with you. Please don't file for divorce yet. Give yourself time to think things through." Lisa mumbles holding my hands.

"Lisa I understand you have my best intentions at heart for me and I appreciate that. But Sidharth and I are done. I cant do this anymore. You are not the one who is suffering but I am suffering and its painful which you cant even understand" I murmur truthfully.

"Girl I wish I had a hunk like that, who is as crazy about you. He is so possessive and protective for you. I hope after you have healed, you are able to give him a chance because I can tell you that man can do anything for you" she says smiling and tear drops from my eye.

Sidharth hurt me so much and she doesn't even know how it feels. But it broke my heart watching him leave earlier. The pain is unbearable. I feel a constant pain in my heart like someone is continuously pricking needles inside my heart. It confuses me most of the time, sometimes I just want him to leave me alone, to stay away from me and doesn't show me his disgusting face but when he does, I feel like I am dying inside. I wish he would just stay close to me and hold me.

Guess, I love him way too much. Its too much that he broke me, crushed me but I still want him close to me, to hold me, to sooth me, to heal me.

Sometimes too much love is also harmful

And the most painful thing is loosing yourself in the process of loving someone too much and forgetting your own pains and heartbreak.

I love him too much, too much which he really doesn't deserve.

I need to leave, maybe leaving will help me. I need to move on and I need to start over, go out, date and just start afresh.

I cant let him ruin me more. I cant let him ruin my life.

"I hope you get your perfect love one day and I hope you don't end up miserable and broken like me. You deserve happiness." I murmur truthfully. She is incredible human being. "I need to leave, I would have loved to stay with you longer but I cant risk Sidharth finding me again. I am going to leave the car and phone so that when he tries to track me down, he can think I am still here." I say getting up from the bed.