Ayyari💔

Chapter-42

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SORRY FOR THE LATE UPDATE.

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We sat at the dining table silently and eat our breakfast. I so much wants to ask about her health but I know I cant and I shouldn't. I doesn't want make her angry. I want her to eat in peace. I cant compromise on her food. It will effect her and baby.

We were eating when suddenly bell rang..

I ignored it and continued eating and taking glances of Shehnaaz

Suddenly Shehnaaz yelled and ran towards the door...

What the fuck?? Why the hell she is running in this condition??

And I turned to see her to get my biggest shock and I sat still on my place in shock, my eyes wide open

There he is....Hugging my wife, my Shehnaaz so tightly and guess what she is also hugging him tightly and smiling so beautifully. Her smile is reaching her eyes. She has smiled like this after so many days.

I missed her smile so much but it pinch my heart to know that this smile is not because of me. This smile is because of that fucker..

PEARL.....

What the fuck is he doing here?? And why the fuck she is hugging him like her life depends on it?? 😡

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SHEHNAAZ P.O.V-

NUMB

This is what I feel.

I am heartbroken but now I just feel numb.

I cried so much in these past months that now I dont even cry. My eyes are dry of tears and are filled with coldness.

I see all the efforts which Sidharth do for me but I am just not able to feel anything. Its just like I have made a shell around my heart. Whenever Sidharth cares for me, asks for forgiveness I behave very cold with him. Sometimes I do feel bad, not for him but for us. I always think that how would it be if Sidharth didn't cheated on me, how would it be if he didn't betrayed me and my love, how would it be if he didn't broke my trust.

We would be so happy. We always wanted to have baby. Sidharth loves babies and he so desperately wanted to become father. We always used to talk about it. We always used to think that what we will do if we got pregnant and now when we are pregnant then I cant even bear his presence. I hate him. I cant even express my happiness with anyone now. I cant celebrate with him the best news of our life. I cant show him any tantrums with the hope that he will fulfill my every wish.

Whenever I see his face its reminds me of his betrayal. It always remind me of that photo which his lovely mistress had send me. They on my bed, naked and cuddling.

But thank god she send me that picture because if she hadn't send me that then I would have never believed her or I would never get to know about his betrayal, about his so called love. That much I trusted him but now I would never be able to trust him ever.

It makes me feel disgusted.

I know he loved his mistress. I know that because she was not just a one night stand for him. They were together for months. They even lived together in my house, on my bed. The house where we had so many beautiful memories together. The bed where we used to make love so many times, the bed where we used to sleep, cuddle and spend our time together.

Sidharth didn't only had sex with her but he also slept with her on the same bed, cuddling with her. She slept on his chest. Same chest on which I used to sleep, same chest on which I used to hear his heartbeats. His heartbeats used to calm me. They used to give me peace. He was not with her for pleasure and sex but he was with her for love. He used to make love with her.

And it breaks me more. It breaks my heart thinking that she replaced me so easily. It breaks me thinking that now he doesn't belongs to me. Now he doesn't love me. He loves her and I am sure he is with me because I am pregnant with his child.

And now I will never be able to forgive or forget his betrayal.

I will soon give him divorce and leave him with my baby and then he can again live with his mistress whom he loves.

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Right now we are sitting on the dining table having our breakfast.

I hate his presence but I cant skip my breakfast as now I have to take more care of myself and my baby. I cant neglect my health just because I hate him.

Everyday I try to do my breakfast late so that he leave me alone and go to his office or wherever he wants to but he doesn't leave me alone. He always waits for me, so that we can have breakfast together.

If he thinks that we can have our breakfast together, normally as if nothing happened then he is very delusional because we can never be normal again.

We were having our breakfast silently, with me ignoring him as always but suddenly door bell rang and Martha went to see who is on the door.

Just then I heard footsteps and I turned my face towards door to become shocked.

I was just numb in my place for some minutes with my eyes wide open. I cant believe that he is really here.

And then I just ran towards him after coming to my senses.

I was missing him so much.

PEARL..

I was very shocked, happy and surprised to see him here. Finally someone is here with whom I can talk and express my feelings.

We were talking last night on call but he didn't told me that he is coming.

I ran towards him and just hugged him tightly. I am so so happy to see him here.

I was feeling very lonely and now as he is here then now I will not feel lonely.

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I KNOW THIS CHAPTER IS NOT UP TO THE MARK. I WANTED TO WRITE MORE IN THIS PART BUT COULDNT.

THERE IS SO MUCH GOING ON IN MY LIFE AND I AM NOT GETTING ENOUGH PEACE AND TIME TO WRITE THIS STORY.

THIS STORY IS VERY SPECIAL FOR ME AND I DONT WANT TO RUIN THIS STORY BY WRITING ANYTHING WITHOUT THINKING MUCH AND COMPLETING THE STORY.

JUST GIVE ME SOME MORE TIME THEN I WILL BE BACK AND WILL UPDATE DAILY.

I PROMISE 💛💛

SORRY FOR MAKING YOU ALL WAIT 🥺🥺

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